Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Well I'm kinda debating on who to write this to because my only had an ex-girlfriend, who is not my bestfriend. So...I kinda should write it to someone else. Well I never had an ex-boyfriend, considering I'm on my first relationship with a guy right now, and I never really had an ex-love. So...I guess I have to go with an ex-crush...eventhough I never felt strongly for them.


Dear ****,

I'm going to ex out your name incase you read this, though you probably won't. Anyone asks who you are I will probably tell them who you are, but in private. So I had a crush on you...you were probably straight, but you had a bunch of gay tendencies ahaha. or maybe i was just seeing them over your straight ones ahaha. You became my best guy friend this year, eventhough you are changing schools. Which by the way I'm severly upset about. I'm no longer crushing on you because I kinda began seeing you as a brother. I'm really mad that you are changing school since it is your fault and you don't want to. I know I bag on you alot, and insult you almost daily, but you know I'm kinding. I love yah man...as a brother. trust me. I kinda find it really strange I used to have a crush on you. Sometimes I wish I came out to you but ever chance I get I don't feel like dealing with it. wow I think this is my longest letter by far...well I'll see you at school tomorrow.

The Majestic...and the clumsy

Okay everyone. So today was okay. We are on the self assesment unit of career planning now. Which is pretty lame. We had to do really lame weird answer sheet things, but the non-related movie today was good. It was The Majestic(2001) starring Jim Carrey, which normally is a funny actor, but in this movie he wasn't a comidical actor. He actually got to act a serious role! Ahahaha. It was cool. Well this is gonna be a short post. After school I talked with my friend Holly, well until I had to leave. Apparently she is not going to school tomorrow because she is going to Anime-con in LA. Lucky :P. Ahahaha. We'll I got picked up and the first thing I did was go upstairs to fall asleep ahaha. Well i woke up around 4:56 ish (there goes my weird memory), and I went down to eat something. I kinda just ate stuff ahaha. not really know what it was. Then I got on the comp. I did some hw. Procrastinated a little. ahaha. chatting with some people, and that was my day.

I'll post soon.
Byebye.

Day 6 - A stranger

Dear Mr. and/or Mrs. Stranger, (ahahaha)

I don't really know what to say, but I hope if we ever do meet that we get along and have fun, though as a warning I don't always keep in contact with people. I really don't know what to say. I guess I could say that I would kinda want to meet you, but for some strange reason don't. This letter is kinda awkward, well at least to write/type it, it is. I can't really say much, but I hope you live well. Its been nice writing ahahaha.

Baseball Ghost

So today was a pretty boring day, well at least to me. Today I went to school pretty tired, as usual. We didn't do crap today. We were just read of skills to "help" us study and stuff. Which I think is bs, but oh well. The non-related movie today was Field of Dreams, which I believe to be the strangest baseball movie ever, about a guy who heres voices and builds a baseball field and then baseball ghost show up. It was strange. It seems that all our movies are male oriented. ahaha. I mean they are pretty much. Memphis Belle ~ WWII bombing movie, The Blindside ~ football, Rudy ~ football, 3 Musketeers ~ there was killing and fighting ahaha, and today Field of Dreams ~ baseball. I'd like to see more chick flicks ahaha. The only one so far was Akeelah and the Bee, kinda. Not really though. We should watch The Ugly Truth, just because of Gerard Butler. ahaha. Anyways, I was picked up kinda late from school today, but it was okay I guess. Normally I'd hate to be picked up late because I have this thing with time and stuff. ahaha. Anyways, when I got home I decided to hop on the computer. I did like two units of my drivers ed course, and ate some early dinner (btw I eat two dinners a day ahaha). I then went upstairs to my room and watched some Degrassi, and slept for a while. I decided it was time for my second dinner.ahaha. I had chicken. yum. Well after that I decided to go burn some of it off, eventhough I don't really need to, I worked out a bit. Not a lot. I watched more tv, and now I'm here. My grandma though keeps calling me to tall me random trival things she has read online like, what not to buy new ahaha.

Well anyways.

Byebye.

What?! a third post?!?!

Well normally I would have ended it by now for the night, but I have a treat for you guys. I'm having a secret anonymous blogger, post something that they sent to me that I have agreed too. Its a letter kinda thing. Enjoy. Its kinda long, but that to make up for mine being so short today.

dear xxxxxx, (for my friends sake i X'd the name out,which the person who they are writing this to will never see it here anyways)
why hello there :) oh my, i can’t believe it’s been a year already! time sure does fly. i remember when i first met you, and i thought you were like a straight up gangster. the first thing you said to me somehow incorporated balls, fuck, and your mother in one long, angry, profanity filled sentence. it was terrifying. i thought you must have been a delinquent child who drank raw eggs for breakfast and killed spiders with his bare hands. but in retrospect, i’m happy that i decided not to run far, far away from you. i’m so super glad that we got to become friends and i really don’t know what i’d do without you! no, seriously; i’m not just saying that. you totally make my life. though to be quite honest, so does hand sanitizer. ( but don’t feel like that’s of equal worth of you because that’s not the point(: ). you are really quite amazing because if i could somehow bottle your witty social criticism, i would have a weapon of mass destruction in my hands. and if i could somehow videotape you and that one german exchange student talking together, i would be able to sell that shit like porn because apparently everyone wants to marry your accents. but on a more serious note, i also want you to know that you’ve really been an amazing friend to me. don’t think that i take you for granted, because even if i don’t often tell you, i really do count my blessings in having you. so don’t think that i don’t have reasons cuz i’m about to bore you with some of them! like i love how you look out for me and care about my happiness and i know that i've told you this a million times before, but i love how we’ve reached an understanding where we can basically tell each other anything without worrying about awkwardness. and i love how i can act like a total idiot around you and not give a damn because i know that you’ve already accepted me. ( right!?!?!?!(: ) cuz you make me feel special even when i’m being all insecure and brought me chocolate when i had cramps and a bagel when i was hungry, and you can always make me smile even when it’s the last thing i want to do! so thank you times infinity for all of that :b you always bring out the best in me, whether it’s from believing in me even when i don’t believe in myself or not letting me get away with one of my lamer than usual jokes :) and whenever something happens to me, whether it be something horribly unexciting ( like me sneezing ) to something totally awesome ( like my foot falling asleep ), you’re always the first one i want to share it with. and you’re also the one that i turn to for support when something mega sad happens and the one i go to for advice when life's being a bitch. and despite me failing miserably at things like knowing that rome is not a country, you still stick around, and i’m 99% sure it’s not just to make you look better by comparison. probably. although if it is, i’ll have you know that the only reason i hang out around you is in case hell grades on a curve. so yeah; thanks so much for taking the time to get to know me and thanks for wandering into my life and letting me in yours. i love laughing with you over random stuff and us sitting at home on friday nights with just each other for company and our super long chat marathons and you walking for forty minutes in the extreme heat to come over to my house just to sit with me for eight hours and me sneaking out of bed to be there with you late at night as you try to finish your direct the day that it’s due and and teasing each other when we make a weird noise and watching mexican sports together and sitting in front of our computers without pants on saturday mornings and everything. yep; we've had so many good times together; even if they seem normal or boring, they're always fun just because i'm with you! :) so even though i’ll call you dick and loser and stuff, i want you to be sure that in the end, i’ll always be there for you and if anyone really calls you a failure, i will kick their butt to jupiter. [:therefore it is of my sincerest hope that you do not acquire malaria and die a slow and painful death and have your body fall on a nuclear missile button that blows you up to hell. that would be a bit depressing. the world would have suffered a great loss because i know that you will go far in life, my friend :) i believe in you and your abilities and i wish you all the happiness and good fortune in the world as you go out there and live out the rest of your life in the amazing way that you do. i feel so grateful for being lucky enough to be blessed with your presence, and my life has really been changed for the better because of it! you've left your footprints in my heart :) and they are rather large because of your ginormous feet. you are effing brilliant, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. you bring excitement to my day and i'm always super happy when i see that orange bar that means you've chatted me on gmail. i know that the stuff that i say sometimes falls flat and i can be hard to deal with and i'll complain a lot and i have bad taste in music and i'll speak in espanol to get on your nerves and i'm never the funniest or most exciting person to talk to, but despite that, you've still always been here with me and i really really appreciate that; like you don't even know. sometimes spending time with you is like being on poprocks and soda and five hour energy, and sometimes i'm just laying there listening to the still of the silence as you breathe out and i breathe in; but whatever it is, every moment is always super special. i won't ever forget you, because you'll always be a part of me; you are an irreplaceable person and if it wasn't for you, i would never be who i am! AND I WAS THINKING MAYBE SOMEWHERE LATER DOWN THE RO-O-O-OAD, AFTER ALL OUR STORIES HAVE BEEN TO-O-O-OLD, I'D SIT AND THINK OF YOU, A DEAR FRIEND I ONCE KNEW! SHOT THROUGH MY LIFE LIKE A SHOOTING STAR :) ( a song we learned in ourdoor ed in sixth grade :D ) so you must admit, mr. xxxxxx, that you are really something special. you're like that pop star that can actually sing. thank you for (here comes the more serious part again) your open mind, your honest concern, your laid back attitude, and your lack of judgement, your respect for my ideology, your patience, for all the inane, absurd things you tolerate, and just for being so ubiquitously nice. because even if you don't believe it, you really are a nice guy. this, above all, i am sure of. you do have credibility in this society and your well deserved vindication is coming. ( see my tumblr post on nice guys! ) i really hope you can take this to heart because you really don't believe in yourself enough. you always say that my opinion of you is too high, but i really do believe that you deserve it. you are really brave and have come so far and you are really quite warm. i admire your ap pep speech and how you help people with chem and how you always have something to say and how you can be blunt and do things your way without caring what other people think. that takes a lot of individualism! i could go on and on about your countless virtues and the random details about you that make you so out of this world, drop dead wonderful. and i just really hope you know that underneath your armor of seemingly dominant arrogance and apathy, i know that you really do have a moral compass and you are more than capable of good things, gentle things, even magnanimous things. you are so loyal and i know i can trust you with anything. don't let anything or anyone hold you back! i'm really looking forward to us learning more about each other and becoming even better friends. every day, you're able to surprise me with something new, and that's really something to be amazed of. so i hope we can see each other soon and make more memories! i remember on black friday when we went to the [insert outdoor mall of place here] and when we were watching 2012, and you were complaining because not enough people were dying in the movie and you'd rather have been watching ninja assassin :) we didn't really know each other that well back then, and i wish we could have gotten to be good friends sooner. but i'm glad i have that memory of hanging out with you and i'm glad i can remember random details about that day, like the ninja shirt that you were wearing! :) and i remember when jocelyn and i were taking bets as to whether or not you could get a date. i still have the contract that you signed as barney! :) ahh...the good times. i really had a blast this year. don't change.



Now wasnt that cute, but deadfully long? I haven't even finished reading yet.

Day 5 - Your dreams

So I'm having trouble which definition of dreams it means, but oh well.


Dear dreams,

I wish I could remember you. Maybe then I could understand my feelings, wants, fears, and everything else a little more. I don't often remember you when I wake up, but I do remember you aren't nightmares at least. Now most people would write to the other dreams, as in goals and stuff, but I believe you guys need credit too. You keep us from those boring nights asleep. Also because I can't identify my other kinds of dreams soo...yeah. One day I will remember you more often I hope. Until then, keep my nights well. Thank you.

Finally back on schedual; Gender difference

So I'm finally pretty much back on schedual...well kinda. Well today was a school day once again. yay...not really, but anyways at school today we where watching a video on how men and women are different and stuff. apparently it had something to do with the way we learn. turns out we all have specific traits that make us different but not unequal. And our non-related movie of the day was The Three Musketeers. The old old one. Well the movie was pretty boring but somewhat entertaining ahaha. Well I was picked up by my uncles girlfriend today because she works near my summer school, and my grandparents are in San Diego today. They go there often cause of the Indian casinos. Something about old people and casinos. Anyways I've been home alone all day, but not really lonely. The internet keeps me connected. I also have been catching up on tv shows I missed on my DVR since I went to my dad's this weekend. I ate dinner from whatever was in the fridge. Yes meatloaf, yum. ahahah.

Well sorry today has been so boring.
Byebye.

Day 4 - Your sibling

Wow. considering my siblings are not related to each other, this will be interesting. Also because they are young. ahaha.


Dear Brother&Sister,

You guys get on my nerves sometimes, and make me want to like shove you guys in a closet or something, but I really really do love you guys so much. <3 I know I should be setting an influence for you guys, and I'm sorry it's such a crappy one. ahaha. I hope you guys grow up to outshine me, because that would make me so happy for you guys. I know our age differences are pretty bad, especially you sister. 11 years difference. I'll be old by the time you are my age ahaha. And bro, take care of mom. I know I don't visit and talk to you guys enough, and I'll try to do that so much more when I can. I love you guys both. Behave. Oh sister I can hear you running around upstairs.

When will I be back on schedual?!

Okay so as any of you that read yesterday's posts, I have been off my schedual since I normally post at like 8:30-8:45, but its like 10 something right now. I got home pretty late :\.
So I'd told you guys yesterday that if anything significant happened yesterday after my post I'd tell you today. Well...nothing really happened except I;m going really really low on txt. Like I'm pretty much running on empty, which sucks :P. Well this morning I woke up cramped-ish. Since I was sleeping at my dad's house, we all had to cram into one room (me, my lil sis, my dad, and step-mom). I was the first one to wake up at like 7, because I'm the morning rizer. Everyone else woke up like at 10. We chilled and stuff at the house until about 1pm, and we left for Lake Perris, which was fun. Freshwater beaches are weird...ahaha. We saw the strangest things there. On the way back home to my dad's house, we ate at a McDonalds. They are everywhere. I got the double quarter pounder because I'm fat that way (fat as in eat alot not weight). Then we chilled at my dad's until we finally we decided we should head to my house house because I have school tomorrow. ugh. Anyways before we went to my house we went to eat dinner at a buffet in Westminster. We went to eat at it because it changed ownership, so we wanted to see how it was. It was horrid. I could not stand the food there. I eventually got a stomach ache. The only thing good there was the watermelon, but thats prolly only because it was in season. ahaha. DO'NT eat at Tokyo buffet in Westminster. My stomach ache just died down. When I got home I talked on the phone with Alexa for a while. Saying goodbye since she is going on a vacation for a while in the Virgin Islands. Have fun Alexa! I'll miss you mucho! So today has been a pretty packed day. ahaha. Sorry I didn't get to chat alot with you today Luciano.

On to tomorrow.
Byebye.

Day 3 - Parents

Well this one's going to be difficult.


Dear Parents,

I'm going to have trouble finding ways to make this one letter, since you guys are like yeah...and since I don't live with you guys. There are so many things I thank you for, and appreciate though I don't show it. I'm glad that you guys are always there for me even though I don't spend alot of time with you guys. I sometimes wish I had the courage to tell you I'm gay, but I don't. I love you guys and I will do my best to set an example to my two younger siblings (brother; mom's son, and sister; dad's daughter), since I'm the oldest. I only hope I grew up the way you wanted, well beside probably being gay. I don't really know what to say to you guys that doesnt leave one of you guys out so I'm going to end it here. ahaha. Bye. <3

Posting Early Today

Well normally I'd start typing up my post aroung 7:45 and put it up around 8:15-8:30, but I have to spend the night at my dad's today, so I have no means of posting anthing while I'm there. I'll be back on schedual tomorrow, but until then here i go...
Well I woke up today at I remember 8:36 (weird how my mind remembers that), and I saw I had a message from Luciano saying good morning and such. I then went downstairs and my grandma offered to take me out to eat breakfast, which I accepted to go after I took a shower first. I wanted to go to Fry's to get some new earbuds before going to eat so we did. We ended up going to Carl's Jr. and I brought about 4 burgers, though I only finished 2 so far and will eat the others later. I went home and my dad showed up to chill. He's actually on the couch near me, but he's to absorbed into the tv right now. We signed up for drivers ed online classes, which I finished the first unit today. It was no sweat but I got lazy so I dont really feel like moving on today. I'm going to pack some things like my swimming trunks because my dad might take me, my sister, and her mom (my step-mom) to a lake or the beach tomorrow. yay. I think I'll be cool. Well I'll include anything important that happens after this into tomorrows post.

Hopefully I'll be back on schedual tomorrow.
Byebye

Day 2 - Your crush

Well I was thinking about this for quite a while, when I realized whether I could count Luciano as a crush, but I decided that wouldn't work since technically since I am dating him. No. So lets see how this will work out ahaha...


Dear Mr. Crush,

I'd really like to meet you some day. Ahaha. Your probably a really cool, and awesome person. I hope you like to dance :] ahaha. You are probably really nice and sweet ahaha. I look up to you ahaha. Well unless you are shorted than me...which is possible. I'm not to pick on height. I actually generally dont care as long as you are good in every other way. You probably will never read this. Or at least I wouldn't know ahaha. It has been nice writing to you. <3 I hope we have wonderful memories in the future.

Back pains; Naps are good

So today seemed like it has been like two days. It has been such a long day, and much has happened. Or at least to me it seemed like much. Well my day started off really tiring probably because I never get enough sleep anymore ahaha. I woke up earlier than usual because I had to leave earlier today because my grandma needed to be at my aunts house, so she dropped me off early at school. I chilled with other friends until class started. We were on the worst subject today...study skills. like I didnt know how to or something ahaha. during this time my back started to hurt, probably the way I was sitting no thank to my minor scoliosis. Very minor and normally doesnt effect my life except for the rare occasional back pains. Well anyways the movie we watch through class today was called Rudy, which was a boring movie about this guy who wanted to go to Notre Dame University and play football, but doesn't have the abilities too. It was really boring, and the only thing that got my through was the main character was pretty cute ahaha. right?

Adorable ahaha. I think I have a thing for football players ahaha (I actually like to watch the actually sport too ahaha), but it doesn't matter who you are I guess as long as you are the one aha. So the movie ended right at the bell at 2:25 and I went home. I was txting Luciano:], and when I got home I was really tired, and so I took a nap and woke up at like 6:45-ish about. I then deicided to finish watching the acafellas episode of Glee, because I didnt finish it the other day. I then had dinner, which was yesterday's leftovers, chicken broth rice and potatoes. Which now gets me here...well I guess thats pretty much it for today. Oh I'm going to sign up for driver's ed soon. yay! ahaha.

You guys are great.
Byebye.

Day 1 - Your Bestfriend

Wow my third post today ahaha. well anyways here I go...


Dear Alexa,

I can't even being this letter properly. You are da bomb. Who knows if you're even going to read this, but who cares because I'm just going to keep writing. You've always been here for me since we have become friends. Though I don't exactly remember how I met you, I'm sure as heck glad I did. There's too much to possibly put in this little letter so I'll do my best. You were a handfull while we dated, but it's been fun ahaha. Even though obviously it would haven't had worked out anyways. You rock, and I love you. <3

A challenge?

Well I'm going to be starting a 30 day challenge just so I have something to do, and you guys have something to read aside from those boring posts I normally do about my day. Which I'll still be doing, but I'll be doing this too. I'll try not to stay behind ahaha. This is for you guys.

WRITING LETTERS.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I'm going to wake up happy tomorrow.

So today was like any other day kind of until near the end ahaha, but I'll mention this again later. Anyways I woke up today tired as a my printer is useless! (you guys will understand that later on in the blog) I went to school as usual. We ended assessing ourselves of how we learn and our study habits. Apparently I'm a visual, audio, and tactile-kinesthetic learner...as apposed to most people only being one or two of the three, but I'm all three ahaha. I dont really know what that means, but it probably means something. So we have silent reading in class everyday, which gets a little on my nerves since I really don't like reading. I've been reading Flight 29 Down, which was based of the tv show on Discovery Kids if anyone knows it. After that we began watching Akeelah and the Bee in class. It was okay, could have been better, though I wasn't all to into it like The Blindside the other day. near the last 5 minutes of class I had like 5 phone calls I had from my grandma asking where I was, which I had to ignore. You'd think she would know I was in class ahaha, but I guess not. I soon left and not long after getting into the car Luciano(Chano) texted me, which I will get back to later. When I got home today I watcher Invader Zim because it was on, and then watched the "Acafellas" episode of Glee. I don't know what my grandmother made for dinner today but I ate it. I then went on the computer to do my daily computing needs ahaha. I also played with my iPod touch now that it's upgraded to iOS4, which is great. Then started on my summer school homework I have been procrastinating, and just finished. No thanks to my lousy printer. It ran out of colored ink, and wouldn't print out correctly and stuff. ugh. its pretty useless at times. I had to print out a collage mural thing on my responsiblities of my class, which I BSed. So anyways back to Luciano, well I've been pretty much chatting with him ever since I got out of school. He is such a flirt, but I like it so...ahaha. He asked me out, which I answered yes to, though I'm not sure how I'll work out and how official it'll be, but hopeful all goes well. ;] I'll keep you guys posted. Well until tomorrow. I love you guys for reading. heres a big hug. -hugs tightly-

Thanks for reading.
Byebye.

Blindside; SSDD

So summer school day two. Ten more to go. This class is pretty easy eventhough we don't do anything I'll ever use in life. We usually just end up watching non-related movies. Like I said yesterday we watched Memphis Bell and today we saw The Blindside. It was a brilliant movies and easily made me tear up in a good way. Since we spent pretty much watching the blindside at lunch during summer school I decided to buy a summer school lunch for the first time. it was the grossest thing I had ever seen. I got a soft taco with so much grease it seeped throught the wrapping ahaha. It was nasty. I can't believe I ate that.
ugh. Well anyways after school my grandma picked me up, then my uncle's girlfriend to take her to the Tokyo Auto Repair cause her car was there being fixed. She thanked us and then parted. I asked my grandma how her day was and she responded, "SSDD". I thought about it until she said, "same shit, different day". I love my grandma. We went to pick up somethings from my schools bandroom and then went home. When I got home I spent many many times trying to update my ipod to the new iOS4, which is amazing and I love it. I've also been texting this guy since I got out of school that I met online. His name is Luciano, though I think ever one calls him Chano. He is super nice, and we have many common. I'm actually texting him right now ahaha. Well I'll type more interesting stuff later byes. Oh I keep for getting to do this, but everyone should totally check out Robert's blog, http://lrtackle15.blogspot.com/, and my bestfriend's blog, http://maleah-lexii.blogspot.com/, they are great people.

Until tomorrow night.
Byebye.

Summer school; Daft Punk

Hola readers. If you couldn't already guess from the title of today's post or from yesterday's post, I had the first day of summer school today. It ended up going pretty well. It was a pretty chill and easy class. I woke up at 6:40 to get ready, and left the house at 7:30 to get my locator card and get in class by 7:55. My teacher's name was Mrs. Cummings (don't laugh you guys ahaha), and she was pretty chill for an old teacher. Before class started I ended up meeting up with my best guy friend. It was his birthday today. I didn't get him a gift because I just wrote him a message and stuff. I made a pack to almost everyone that I know that it conserns that I will not buy anyone gifts until I have a job. I'll make people gifts or re-gift something, but I won't buy ahaha. Anyways during the last half of class we ended up watching a movie on WWII, though I had no idea how it tied into Academic studies/Career Planning ahaha. I wasn't complaining though, one of the characters was cute. I think his name was Russel ahaha. I am not too sure though. So we ended up getting out at 2:25, which wasn't too bad because no homework! My grandmother picked me up, and when I got home I called my friend to tell her some news ahaha. Nothing interesting, or really conserning me ahaha. After I ended getting hooked to listening to Something About Us by Daft Punk. I'm actually listening to it right now. I then went upstairs for my afternoon nap, which now that I don't have homework I tend to fall in the habit of doing ahaha. I woke up just about an hour ago to have dinner, and yeah...Okay day one down. Eleven more to go. Not including weekends or Mondays because I don't have class then.

Have a nice tomorrow.
Byebye.

Maybe somedays are just that simple

Wow it has been a weird day. I started of waking up this morning at 9:03 about. I went to eat breakfast, which today was a giant French cupcake about half the size of my head. It was very fluffly and eggy. At around 11 my grandma and I went to the city library. I didn't end up getting anything, but why not right? We came home and I was watching Drop Dead Diva with my grandmother for the first time. I was pretty interesting though I don't think I'll be staying in tune regularly. I then heated the leftovers from yesterday for lunch. I checked my email somewhat after, then fell sleep at 2. When I woke up it was arroung 5:30, and nobody was home until about 6:30 my grandmother came home from shopping. She bought random stuff like solar powered garden lights, door hooks, and plastic bag dispencer. I think she's a compulsive buyer. I had to assemble pretty much all of them, and then I took out the trash today to the curb because it is that day of the week ahaha. When I was doing it I had realized no matter how many times you move trash or smell it you never quite get used to it. After I had dinner, which was pretty much everything I ate at lunch, chicken and shrimp. I had some salsa and chips afterwards. Then I went to go pack my stuff for tomorrow because summer school starts tomorrow. Oh joy. Academic studies/Carrer Planning is totally not all bs. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. Maybe watch some tv or something. Who know?

Keep well.

Byebye.

Father's Day Picnic; Super cool Pool Time

Hey there everyone. How was your guys' father's day? I don't know about you guys, but started out today really really tired. I woke up at I remember seeing 9:03 on my clock ahaha. random trivial things I remember. Yay subcontious short-term photographic memory ahaha. Wow that's a mouthful. Anyways I took about half an hour (is that proper grammer since hour doesn't start with a vowel?) to "wake up", which included some reps and exercise. I soon when downstairs to watch some tv shows I had recorded last night that I was to busy/lazy to watch ahaha. Then it was 11 and I got ready to go to the park, and have a family picnic for father's day. I had to clean out the ice box cooler thing before we put anything in so I did that, and then we went to great park in Irvine. I decided to wear jeans. Bad choice, it was hot. We had sandwiches for lunch, and we played catch and other fun family games like telephone and letters A-Z topics game. We soon left, and the family went their seperate ways. I went home, and out of exhaustion from sleeping at like 2 last night plus the fun today I passed out on my bed. After me and my little sister, which is like 4 (yes I realized the significant age difference), went swimming at the community pool because she really wanted too, and who else whould take her? Besides it was hot, so why not? We went in the pool, and I was kind of sore so I went to the spa/jaccuzi to relax and stuff. When were leaving, we rinsed off, and my sister put on an adorable towel robe that had a bunny hood and paws for pocket and yeah we walked home. We had dinner, which my step-mom picked up at a resteraunt somewhere in Irvine. It was delicious. After I finished the season finally of Glee, and my sister went home to my dad's house. Did you think she lived with my? No. Anyways goodnight everyone.

Take care.
Byebye.

TV remote; Gleeked out

So today for me has moved surprizingly very slowly, which is opposite of how it usually would be because it is a Saturday. They normally fly by, but today was just so slow. I'm becoming really repetetive about it, but I can't stress it enough. There were points where I just sat/lied down on the floor, and did absolutly nothing. Well anyways moving on. Today I woke up to eat bearkfast, which was some Thai chicken stuff. After I went up stairs to watch some Saturday morning cartoons. Yes I'm a dork for still watching them, but being a kid is funny and there is no reason to grow up so fast. Anyways, while I was watching cartoons my grandpa barged into my room looking for the downstairs TV remote, knowing I lost mine and could have possible taken it. I didn't so I was kind of pissed when he kept searching my room even after I told him I didn't take it, like I couldn't be trusted or something. After that, my grandma told to search mt room for my original, though it has been missing for about a month or so, and I haven't found it. I had to pretty much flip through my entire room. I never found it. She wasn't happy with me. I have a record of misplacing things alot, more then most people. I plan on trying to keep my room clean now since I flipped through it, and reorganize everything. I don't know how long it'll last. My record is 3 weeks of seemingly clean aha. Well after going through my room I decided why not watch some DVR stuff. So I decided I would catch up on Glee, since I haven't been staying in tune for possible ever. I watched seven episodes today, which were episodes "Hell-O"-"Theatrical". I was watching for what felt like an eternity, while hugging a stuffed giant dog I happened to have nearby. After I decided I need to exercise and work out somewhat so that when I go to summer band camp (yes I'm in band) that I won't have the side effects of couch potato-ing ahaha. After I ate dinner, and then here I am now. It is quite a boring, and slow moving day. So sorry for wasting your time if you read this, my life can be incredible dull. I only hope your day went better than mine.

Don't hurt yourself.
Byebye.

Preferences on relationships

So this isn't going to be a normal post where I just talk about my lame and boring day aha. I was just about to go to bed when I started to think out of nowhere, what would be my perfect guy. So I decided, why not share it with you guys.Okay so I'm mainly going to focus on personality and stuff, which means I'm avoiding physical stuff because that's more just like umm...a lust kinda thing ahaha. Anyways, when I do get in a relationship I like to view it as not only a sexual bond, but also and emotional bond. I would have to very much have a relationship where we are both very independant of each other, but still very much in each others lives. Having a quite relationship, as in the sense of to the point where we are able communicate so well we don't constantly need to talk and explain things in long detail. I would like the relationship to be able to reach a point where we never have to apologize or find excuses, not because there is nothing to apologize for, but by the time we are going to we have already been forgiven by the other. I'd love for the relationship to go so well as where we are comfortable about telling each other our flaws and quirks, and just grow together on them. So yeah oh if anyone has ideas for other self-pouring post ideas please just leave a comment below. I opened it to where it doesn't matter if you have an account or not. Okay until next time you guys.

First Day of Summer; Toy Story 3

Hello everyone! What a day it has been. It's been super fun today ahaha. So sharing time. Well today started off with me waking up to a text message at around 7:30 about whether or not my friend could make it to the movies today or not because I sent them a message last night whether they wanted to go see toy story 3 in 3D or not. He ended up not being able to make it. :( anyways so I had already also invited about four other people, which out of them only two ended up being able to go, which is what I expected ahaha. So the movie since the movie started at 2:05, I had time to kill. I went to eat breakfast where I just heated up some dinner from last night, which was curry. Then I decided to go and watch some of the recordings I had on the DVR. I was going to catch up on Glee since I have barely seen any of it since the new season started aha, but I got distracted and ended up watching The Forbidden Kingdom. I watched it more out of love of Michael Angarano then because it was a good movie. It wasn't that great, but Michael Angarano is just so cute. It makes me want to die aha. I don't really like him now because I don't like his hair long or the way he has it now, but I liked him in his younger days. I mean come on, it's he adorable?
Well anyways haha, after the movie was over it was over I decided to chill for a while, and play my guitar because I was pretty tired. Then finally I decided that I felt like getting ready to go see Toy Story, so I got dressed and did all my hygene related things to get ready and nice to go out. I then watched Toy Story, which was amazing and I loved it. My childhood just came rushing back. WHOOSH! Yes the sound effect was nessesary ahaha. (Toy Story was my favorite childhood movie back in the day) I'm not going to spoil it for you guys, so yeah just go out and watch it. After the movie one of my friends left, and my other friend and I went to Fatburger where we ate fries. After me and my friend decided to go to the mall. We were window shopping for hours ahaha. I was going to buy something, but I was kinda embaressed to, so I was going to wait until my friend left, but she ended up staying the whole time I could be there so there went my chance aha. We chilled in the food court, where we didn't eat because we weren't hunger. We just chilled until I was going to be picked up. Then I finally went home, where I ate dinner and then talked on the phone with a friend for while. (different one then the ones from the movies) And now here I am typing it all up. I think I'll go check some mail and stuff then go and watch tv. Oh one more thing, today was the anniversary of the day I got together with my first and last girlfriend, which is now my bestfriend, and now it becomes more of a celebration of our friendship and awesomeness ahaha. yeah...just had to share that.

Have an awesome tomorrow.
Byebye.

Introducing myself?; Last day of school

So just the other night or so, a friend told me over skype that for my next post I should introduce myself to you guys, so here I go I guess...

note: Please bare with me here. It's going to be a long post because not only is this a post just to introduce myself but also I'm going to tell you about my day after.

So hmmm. where should I start?...well I'm gay, but I believe most of you guys know that aha. So I think I always kind of knew I was. The first instance that hinted I was gay to myself, now that I look back on it, was when I was like six or seven I saw Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, and I remember I had a crush on one of the characters. I think it was Oliver Wood. I don't really like him anymore, but yeah...and ever since I guess I kinda knew.
I never really had a hard time accepting I liked men, but I had a hard time figuring out how to go out as identifying myself. I used to date this one girl, and she was awesome and amazing and I love her like a sister. We dated for a little over a year, until I decided it wouldn't work out. A couple weeks later I came out to her and she's been there always for me. much love.

On to today

So today was my lasy day of school, and we only had to go to our odd classes today because of finals schedual. so periods 1, 3, and 5. I got to sleep in since I didn't have zero period today, which made me mucho happy aha. Anyways, today I started of with first period which is jazz band, and all we did was chill since we can't really have a final in that class. Then in third, APhuman geography, we watched Batman Begins since we have already taken our AP test like a month back. And then finally I had 5th, which was geomerty. We actually had texts in that class ahaha. :P School is over and now on to summer yippie! downside is starting Tuesday I have summer school xP. It's for a class I'm required to take, but didn't have enough room for aha. Academic Studies/Career Planning. What a load of bs. aha. I would have more to say, but it's only half way through the day. I'll probably start posting later at night so that I have more to type up aha.

Okay until next time :]
Byebye.

Starting a Blog - post numero uno

Hello there blog readers. I'm starting this post as a way to just write down and share my life with all you guys. Also since summer break is coming up I decided this would be a good way to kill some time. I'm not looking to have a bunch of people follow me or anything, this blog is just here aha.

Anyways, on to today.

So today I went to my second to last day of school. Which means finals! :D oh joy ahaha...not really, but they weren't to bad. I normally have what it called zero period, which is a class before first at 6:45 am, which what I went to today. I normally get out at 2:45, but since it was finals we only had 0, 2nd, 4th, and 6th today so i got out at 12:30, which was super cool because I get to sleep (I tend to lack sleep). In zero, which is my band class, we recorded music for next year for the incoming freshmen to practice to. In second (Language Arts/English) we presented our class reflection finals project. I wrote a song, and made a video. I'll post it on youtube, and a link for it if i ever decide to post it aha. In fourth we had to do a presentation of our finals project on an animal. In sixth, which is my foreign language (Japanese), since we took our final before today, we watched a movie in Japanese. It was about a little girl, and her dog during an earthquake. It was so sad. I almost cried. Then school ended, and I went home, and slept. After I woke up, I made a hot dog and this blog (concurrently). I tend to multi-task alot, so most likely when I'm typing up a blog post I will also be doing something else aha. Now I'm typing this blog aha, and I will probably go do something else with this blog or something. I probably post one of these about daily or so.

Byebye.
Stay chill.