August 17, 2010

Hey! It's been a while.

Sorry guys! I would post more often, because I do have things to post, I just get really lazy. :\ I guess thats not a very good excuse. ahaha. Well I probably should do them right after it happens because I forget if I don't. Well I'm gonna sum up thing that have happened to me while I was gone.



I went to Vegas for three days. I went from a Sunday-Tuesday about a week ago. It was fun. The first day we left the house around noon and got there around 4. I went with my family. It was to visit my uncle who just moved there. We did all the normal tourist things there Monday. watch shows eat....alot. like buffet breakfast, lunch, and dinner. ahaha. and I bought clothes :] and Tuesday we at breakfast, visited my uncle one last time and then left at like 2. and got home at like 6. <---and that was Vegas in a nutshell.



I went to the OC fair...actually just yesterday. It was cool. I left around 11:30 to get there and got there at about 12. I went with my bestfriend. I got to see Luciano there :] It made me happy. not for long though. :\ We went on rides and stuff. and ate unhealthy food. aha. we met up with some more of my friends. my best guy friend and his girlfriend. they are so cute together...it makes me want to puke :D not really. I love them both.



So those were the highlights of my summer so far. ahaha. the rest of the time was just filler days where I pretty much just lazy around the house. :\ aha. well I start band camp on the 23rd, and school on the 7th. and thats all I have upcoming so far. ttyls!


Be happy, healthy, sane...or not.
Byebye.

July 27, 2010

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Uhhh...who was this person...I'll just think of a person that gave me a pinky promise.


Dear Caitlin,

Hi. We need to hang out more. I love you, you silly goose. you're so fun to be around. Thought your intolerance and constant blah can sometimes get on my nerves, I wouldn't want you gone. We are cool people. We should do something. effective immediately. mostly because I am really really bored. I kinda just feel like typing random things...awhifuakbhwsdguhanhefskuhfsnwdkah. thats a new word I made up for you in your honor. ahaha. that and zerbergloobermiyan. yup yup. cool kids indeed. I'll see you soon hopefully.

Hey. Temporarily back to notifiy.

Well if you have read my last post I decided to take a break from blogging for a while. Nothing is really up, I just didn't feel like typing the same old boring thing over and over again. I mean I'll still blog, but probably not everyday unless my life becomes remotely more interesting. All I do since it's summer break and I can't really leave the house a significant distance is watch tv, eat, and sleep so...I'll just update you guys on fun days. And I'll finish up the challenge post day per on those days I do blog. like today for instance.

Until later.
Byebye.

July 20, 2010

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

So I've been gone the last couple of days. and I've missed like two days. I decided I'm just going to pick up from where I started and continue from there on. no need to catch up. its not like it has a impending due date. ahaha.


Dear....ummm,

I tend to avoid this drama filled like stuff because I greatly dislike frustration, and stress. Also the person that was currently going throught the worst times I know just resolved them, so...I dont have really anyone to write this to...I'm sorry to those I know that are going through pretty bad times right now, but I'm probably just not close enough to you to single you out as one going through the worst times, so...yeah.

Sorry Sorry Sorry

Sorry you guys. I havent really gotten into blogging these past couple of days ahaha. I apologize. Well I decided to write about today and then two short summaries of what happened on the days I have gone.

Today
So today I woke up and headed to my friends house. We just kind of chilled pretty much the whole day. We played Wii a little, and some other misc. things, like taking many many pictures and random crap like that. We had carnitas for lunch. yummy. and we talked and pretty much chilled until about 6pm, I had to leave and go to the market with my grandma. She needed to go get some rice, while I went to get some fastfood dinner. ahaha. I really didn't do much of anything today...
Day Before Yesterday
Well the day before yesterday. I kind of just chilled, and talked on skype and watched tv all day until about 7. My cousins came over and we had an awesome time. My cousins are great. We played House of the Dead 2&3 on Wii, and shot zombies. Yippie. ahahaha. :D and we played Mario Party 8, which was pretty fun. They left at 11pm. I hope I get to hang out with them soon again. :] I dont get to see them to often anymore.
Yesterday
Yesterday I pretty much spent the whole day with my dad sister and stepmom. We went to lunch at the Osaka Buffet. yummy. and then I went to get a haircut down in Westminster. Now my hair is kinda short, but I like it. Ahaha. After we went grocery shopping and then home to cook a post-grocery shopping meal. Post-grocery shopping meals are usually the best/strangest/various. There was sea snails....prawns, and other misc. things. ahaha. After I went to sleep because I was so tired.

July 17, 2010

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Wow! I don't really have a favorite memory because they are just so many but I know the people who gave me my best memories.


Dear Friends&Family,

I love you guys. I can't possible choose a favorite memory ever because you guys just make so many great memories day by day. Eventhough at times we have had our struggle. :P I only hope you guys will make more great memories to come. I hope I leave you guys with fond memories too. On to better days, and more memories, right? Yes! of Cousre.

I have reason to believe my life is slowly being eaten my technology...

So I woke up around 7ishh today. I was going to go to Knott's berry farm, an amusement park, with my friend, but I didn't end up going because she had other plans that came up and I didnt have a ride. It was Filipino Day there, so I was going to pretend to be a Filipino to get in. Ahaha. Fail! Actually all I did when I woke up was eat and then go back to sleep. Ahaha. I slept until about 12:30, when I went on the computer and upload photos on facebook, and did other random stuff, like watch youtube videos. I eventually got off only to be rolling on the floor and talking on skype to my friends. It was pretty cool. Then I ate a Marie Calendar frozen meal. It was pretty good...for a frozen meal. I watched tv. and played with my iPod. and the talked on the phone. and skype again...and yeah now I'm on the computer typing up my technology filled life. I feel like I live in a box...

Let my life actually be a life.
Byebye.

July 16, 2010

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Since I'm to lazy to write another post to the same person for the third time, and im to fucking irritable and pissed right now to do a post. please refer back to one of these for my letter since it is directed to the person I am going to write about today anyways.

http://erikholycow.blogspot.com/2010/07/day-13-someone-you-wish-could-forgive.html


http://erikholycow.blogspot.com/2010/06/day-1-your-bestfriend.html

A day at with the friends

So I woke up and got ready to chill with my bestfriend and others at her house. I showered and all the hygene stuff and got there at around 10:30, which is just me. I got there and we just chilled. killed time I was the only one for quite a while, well excluding my bestfriend. duh. We pretty much played deaf kareoke, and danced until we got tired. Which deaf kareoke is when you take your earphones and turn them up so you cant hear yourself and sing. It makes you look ridiculous but oh well. Around 1pm my other friends showed up and we began to watch He's Just Not That Into You until we blew out the power ahhahaha. fail. so we just went downstairs and chilled and stuff. I was the first one to leave at around 6, and I got a fat burrito on the way home. yum. :D When I got home I pretty much just died of boredom. I didn't really do anything. I watched Glee, and Pokemon. dork alert. xP ahah. Then after about 3 hours since I turned on the A/C, I was wondering why it wasn't cooling off. Turns out is was bust. fml. I finally just got it to work pretty much right now. :P Well thats where I am right now.

Let the weather be so much nicer tomorrow!
Byebye.

July 15, 2010

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Wow...


Dear non-existant person,

I already pretty much give anyone I wish to a second chance already, so...yeah. you dont really exist. So this letter is kind of pointless. byebye.

Hello phone. I think you will be my new best friend.

Well I woke up today and I went on skype to chat a bit until about 2pm I had my music lessons. it was really hot today. 100 fucking degrees! HOT! I got home and I still chatted on the phone for a while. Then one of my friends came over. he live like 5 minutes away on foot. We played House of the Dead 2&3 on my Wii, which I barely ever touch. We shot dead zombies. :] Then Super Mario Galaxy. Yay. We after went to his house where we chilled with his sister, and played Super Smash Bros. Brawl. I haven't played so many video games in like ever. I eventually got home at 7:25 ish, and my dad was there. he told me I got unlimited txt. yes! And I have been pretty much txting and chatting with people online since. Wow. today seemed more eventful when I was doing it...yeah.

Gonna have fun tomorrow.
Byebye.

July 14, 2010

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Hmmm...


Dear many many people,

I'm so superficial, it hurts. I;m sorry. I should probably give you guys a chance, but I wont. You guys are probably better that I perceive. I just find you guys annoying and never talk to you guys again, or even acknowledge your existance. yeah...

Happy Bastille Day 2010!

Okay I literally have no thoughts going through my head, thats how brain-numbed I am. I blame the heat. Well today is Bastille Day, also known as La Fête Nationale or le quatorze juillet. I hope everyone had a great day because I literally am bored out of my mind. Actually I'm so bored, I am no longer functioning properly. I woke up today, at 9, not knowing I had a denist appointment at 10:30 until I was alreted by my grandma. We got there a little late but oh well. It was just an ordinary cleaning and check-up. After we went to Yoshinoya to pick up some Japanese fast-food. I got a beef and chicken plate. I should just got a chicken bowl because I didnt really like the beef. I also got some sushi from there because apparently they sell sushi now, so I thought I'd give it a shot. It was okay, but there was to little. I also realized how much I hate wasabi. It's just gross. but for some reason I happen to love ginger. I dont know why but I could probably eat like a bowl of that stuff. I'm strange. Well we got home and I pretty much just vegetated all day. I slept for a while too. I didnt really even do anything. I just sat there on the couch. the tv wasnt even on. I eventually turned it on and I watched like one episode of like Degrassi. Lucas is really hot. why am I attracted to that bad boy? why? ahaha. Anyways. I played some piano, and yeah...I kind of just sat around until now. I had some surry for dinner, but I was still hungry so I ate some Chef Boyardee. For the longest time I was wondering what a beefaroni was. It was strange.

Let's hope tomorrow will hold some seemingly exciting events.
Byebye.

July 13, 2010

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

I dont believe I genuinely ever had my heart broken...so this will be interesting.


Dear person I never wish to meet,

Hey. I wish I never have to have you break my heart, though I kinda wish to meet you...yeah. ahaha. its hard to write to someone I've never met.

What a strange day.

Well I don't remember when I woke up today, but whatever. Nothing special happened today annyways. I woke up and did some normal morning things. I ate some lunch that my grandmother bought from a resteraunt of some sort. I just ended up falling asleep again though at like 1:30. I woke up about 2:30 because the house got fucking hot! It was like on fire. I think California's weather is becoming super schitzo recently. Well I went downstairs and my grandmother was eating and out of nowhere she started talking about my sexuality. She already knows but she just started asking questions like, when did you know? so you dont feel youd be happy with a girl? and random stuf like that. then out of almost nowhere she said, "well when you were younger you never like girly things and always played with toy cars." It was like a wtf moment. It was strange. I just responded, "well I am a boy." ahahaha. I didn't really know what to say, I guess. Well the convo ended and I washed the dishes (my least favorite chore), and took out the trash. I then went upstairs and watched tv and tried to kill as much time as possible because I was getting bored. I was chatting on Facebook and then playing piano and crap. and now I'm typing this all up.

Somedays are just weird.
Byebye.

July 12, 2010

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Well this is weird...


Dear Yoni,

You're a pretty cool guy. I like you...like in a friend way. You actually dont pester me at all, though you happen to drive my bestfriend's mind crazy. eventhough she likes you too. but by driving my bestfriend insane, it kinda gets to me because we are just so close ahaha. But overall I really do like you. you are quite a cool guy. You're fun. we should chill soon.

What a great day.

So I woke up with the intention of going to my friends house to chill at god knows when I woke up. it felt like it was so long ago ahaha. I was gonna go to my friends house to chill because my dad was going back to his house and my grandparents were going to San Diego, so the house was going to be empty all day and I didnt want to be alone. I was txting Luciano...pretty much all day. and I had a Chef Boyardee portable thing-ah-muh-bobbers for breakfast, and played some piano. Then I left for my bestfriends at like 10:30am. I ended up staying there for 12 hours, and my grandparents are still not home :\. Well I got at my friends and we had the funnest time. I love her. She is great. Truely. We sang and danced around her house and other misc. things, until about 3 & 3:30pm two of my other friends showed up and we had some great fun. First we went to the pool, though me and the only other guy in the group today didnt really swim...well I was pushed in, but I got out soon after. I chatted with him. It was cool. Then we went back to my bestfriend's house and we sat around and had a pillow fight...I know, we are intense. We then watch Friends. One of the shows I watch like religiously ahahaha. After we went to the park at like 7 and just chilled. mondo fun. We had pizza there for dinner/picnic and we chilled&chit chatted there until pretty much 10. And I left for home bout 10:30. Though when I got home I realized I left my keys at my friends house so I had to call my uncle to unlock the house by coming from his house. I had to wait for a while. I honestly can say that my frontyard at night genuinly freaks me out a bit. ahaha. But I had alot of fun today. Gawd I love my friends so much. What a great day of summer. I loved today.

Let all days be this fun.
Byebye.

July 11, 2010

Third post to make up for my incredibly short challenge post.

Stole from a friend. Well I asked for permission so...I guess it doesnt really count.


Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: rk
Your favorite number : 12, and 21...formerly 24, but not 42
What color do you wear most : Black, white, blue
Least favorite color : orange, yellow, some shades of brown
What are you listening to : the tv that my dad is watching pretty much behind me
Are you happy with your life right now : Yup, there are always wants but pretty much happy
Whats your favorite class : I’m not currently in school, but AP HuG (human geography)
When do you start back at school/college : September
Are you outgoing: If you know me enough
Favorite pair of shoes : My friends
Can you dance : Wanna find out :D ahaha.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth : Nope
Can you whistle : Yes.
Write with both hands : Nope. not at all.
Cross your eyes : Idk, never had to figure it out
Walk with your toes curled : Mhmm
Do you believe there is life on other planets : No answer
Do you believe in miracles : Yes, child birth.
Do you believe in magic : most definitely :]
Love at first sight: Romantic love? not so much. Any other kind of love? yes, when you first so your child.
Do you believe in Satan : Nope, not really.
Do you believe in Santa : I only wish...
Do you know how to swim: yes of course
Do you like roller coasters : At times...some I'm kinda freaked by.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows : Mhmm. stomach and appetite of cast iron
Have you ever been on a plane : Many, hate airsickness.
Have you ever been to the ocean : Southern California...so yes.
Have you ever painted your nails : Nope. Dont plan to.
What is the temperature outside : Idk
What radio station do you listen to : my iPod :D
What was the last restaurant you ate at: McDonalds...if that counts
What was the last thing you bought : Shirt, and other clothes.
What was the last thing on TV you watched : The world cup...kinda.

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you texted: Caitlin. I was telling her I was outta txt
Who was the last person you took a picture of : uhhh myself. I'm conceited.
Who was the last person you said I love you to : My lil sister, I think.

CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out : yeah, but I wasnt balling. just emotional. kind of a dry cry.
Ever cried yourself to sleep : Nope. Not really. I can't sleep sad.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder : Uhhh...maybe?
Ever cried over the opposite sex : Uhhh not romantically or sexually
Do you cry when you get an injury: nope. well I havent really been injured that bad so...idk
Do certain songs make you cry : they make me think of crying

HAPPY SECTION
Are you a happy person: most definitely

LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color: dark dark brown, pretty much black.


CURRENTLY WEARING
What shirt are you wearing : Black tank top
Pants : black pajama shorts.
Shoes: none.
Necklaces : not wearing one.
Underwear : black boxer briefs shorts things.

IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color : Gray or Blue.
Short or long hair : short or medium.
Height : Any as long as they aren't like midgets
or giants

HAVE YOU EVER
Been in jail : no. I'm a good boy :D ahaha.
Mooned someone : I dont think so.
Laughed so hard, you cried : AHAHA YES!!!
Cried in school : Allergies suck!
Thrown up in a store : I dont believe so.
Wanted to be a model: never.
Seen a dead body : at funerals. and tv. and the internet. they gross me out.
Been on drugs : prescribed drugs :]
Gone skinny dipping : Nope

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King : McDonalds
Single or Group Dates : Single
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries : Blueberries.
Meat or Veggies : Both.
TV or Movie : Could never choose.
Guitar or Drums : Guitar. for sure.
Adidas or Nike: Nike

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Uhhh...


Dear Shane Kippel,

You're hot. and I actually more just want you...yeah. :D I know this is short, but whatever.

50th post!

So today I woke up with the intention of hanging out with my friend, Christine...why are all the friends I hang out with girls? Anyways, but I didn't because my parents dragged me everywhere, and I didn't get a chance to chill so...yeah. Well today I ended up going to Costco. Yay free samples! Yum :D! Well then I ended up going home for a, while to at lunch and then went to look at chickens at the Santa Ana fishing lakes? I know weird. Then we went to T.J. Max and I bought shorts, and the tightest pair of jeans I have ever owned. Like holy fuck, were these painted on? Then we went to The Village, a mall in Orange. I bought a purple shirt that says "When the world fails, music will speak" from AnchorBlue. It's pretty cool. Then we went home and actually had a family sit down meal...I'm always the first one to finish ahaha. Then I went upstairs to talk with my friend on the phone, until they took a shower. and now I'm updating you guys...well my parents are spending the night again. and I might talk on the phone later tonight. and maybe chilling with a friend tomorrow, but I'm not sure...yeah.

Well let's hope all plans are go tomorrow.
Byebye.

July 10, 2010

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Jason,

I knew you for like 2 years in like kindergarten until halfway through 2nd grade. Then I moved and I haven't seen you since. You were I believe like the first remotely even Asian friend at school, and for a while my bestfriend. I havent seen you in like 8 years. I finally had some contact with you when you requested to be my friend on Facebook last year. It would be cool to meet up again, yeah? okay well I really don't know what to say since I haven't really chatted with you in like forever. Byebye.

I pretty much just slept all day...wtf

So first of all I had realized how many mistakes I made on the last post, like it's spelled Despicable Me and not Dispicable Me. Also that it was a Dreamworks production, not Pixar. but oh well. I love both. Well now that I got that cleared up...on to my day. Well I pretty much slept all day ahaha. I'm so lame. Well I woke up at 7:06 think, only to eat breakfast and then fall back sleep at 10:15...then I woke up at 1:30...I watchedn some tv. ate lunch. check mail and put up some facebook picture. and other social networking related things. Then a chit chatted with my best friend on the phone, until she went to a party at like 6. I fell back asleep after the call. Then I actually just woke up at like 8:40. Now I just finished dinner, typing this up, getting distracted by many conversations over skype and gmail. Well my dad is supposed to come over and sleep here tonight, but no sign so far...oh well.

Let's up for a more eventful tomorrow.
Byebye.

July 9, 2010

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Well, who to write this on to?


Dear Anne,

You are the only first cousin that I have on my mom's side, and also the only older one than me on both sides. You live in Canada, so I don't really get to see you. It would be totally tight to chill with you again like we did in those old days we did as like kids. I know you are always traveling since you are a dance, but visit Cali some time, yeah? Not only are you all those things I said earlier, but you are also closest by age, since you are only one year older than I am. Everyone else is like 12&13 years younger. I hope you are doing well. Try to keep in contact, yeah? Stay super cuz.

Dispicable summer school ends

Today was my last day of summer school! yay! I woke up to take a shower and get ready as usual. I we finished The Castaway, then we took a test on our last unit of the class. After, we finished up our presentations we had started yesterday. I present the occupation of a CEO. After all the presentations were finished we started a movie, which I don't know the name of because we didn't have to watching it and it was lame. I ended up playing cards and chatting the whole time. After school I went to a friends to chill. We went to her neighborhood park with some other friends and chilled, until it was about 5. Then we headed to the movie theathers to watch Dispicable Me. It was so adorable fun! Ahaha. I loved it. I love Pixar! Ahaha. The we snuck in to see the end of Avatar, mostly to make fun of it, because apparently it is crap, and it was. Then we went to Fatburger and I ordered the triple XXX king burger challenge, which I finished. It was kind hard to continue after I only had meat left, but I finished ahaha. They don't really make a big deal out of it anymore. I didnt even get a certificate like I was supposed to. After we headed back to my friends house. We all chilled and chit chatted. I left at about 10 and got home about 15 mintues later. and here I am...I felt like alot more has happened. oh well.

Have sweet nightmares.
Byebye.

July 8, 2010

So yet another request...

So apparently my friend (I don't think I have ever really mentioned her before) believes that I should do a post about her, and I thought about it and...well I never really get the chance to hang out with her anymore. I mean she is always busy the days I'm free and the days I just want to rest. Beside I'm more of a chill and relax type of hanging out person, while she is a partier. I mean its okay because thankful somethings fall under both, like movies. I do wish we were closer, but that dosen't mean I don't love her to death. I mean thats why I worry about her to death, and just wish she knew her limitations better sometimes. I fear that her life could spin out of balance sometimes. Its not that I don't trust her, I am just worried. I would love to hang out with her more. Actually I'm supposed to chill with her Sunday at the park and her house. I actually miss the time where we were younger and had that connection still. It was only about a year ago too! I do love her, and for her sake right now, I'm not putting her name. Sometimes I wish I new where the middle school version went. I hope she is better than I worry sometimes. Love!

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Well I guess I'll right to my mommy. mostly because my bestfriend just came back and I kinda already posted about her 3 times...so yeah...


Dear Mom,

I do miss you quite alot. I know it doesn't really seem like it when I talk to you over then phone, but what I supposed to say, right? I was kinda sad that I won't be coming over to visit you guys in Virginia this year. I was really looking forward to it, eventhough if felt like just yesterday I was on the plane back from last year. I don't know when we'll see each other next. I'm just getting busier and busier each year. even in summer...I miss you so much sometimes. my brother too. I try to make you proud as much as possible. I love you and hope to see you soon. Good luck with whatever you need it in.

AP Human Geography score back!

So I woke up this morning at about 6:40 to get ready only to fall back asleep until 7:09...I thought I'd end up late, but it turns out we ended up early again. We finished watching The Renaissance Man, and then we had silent reading. I hope I get to finish my book before class ends...I'm such a slow reader. Well after we finished up our college worksheets and stuff, we started the oral presentations of our projects. Yes, the one I procastinated until just last night, but I didn't present today and was put off until tomorrow ahaha. Well and we started another movie. The unrelated movie today was The Castaway. Something about the main character, Chuck, being he's stranded on an island and rugged is a turn on...not after his hair has grown for like ever but yeah. Well, today I was picked up with the surprize of seeing my little cousin in the backseat car seat. He apparently didn't want to go to school and wanted to go with my grandma today. shame shame. ahaha. lucky kid. We went home and my friend called me asking what my AP Human Geography test score was...so I went to go check the mail. I got a 4! I was quite pleased...I expected like a 3. Well I had music lessons today at 4 and when it ended at 4:30 I had to go find my grandma and cousin at the park across the street from my lesson. Well I got home and had some dinner, though I'm probably going to eat again soon. and I fell asleep at about 6:30 and ust woke up about 45minutes ago. in that time I have signed on to facebook to only see that I had about 12 comments on my facebook status bout my AP test score...spam much? Well then here I am. I'm going to finish my postings tonight and then eat.

Thanks for reading.
Byebye.

July 7, 2010

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

This is a letter to a family.


Dear the Lau Family,

I know you guys literally live like 5 minutes away, and I used to chill with you guys all the time, but I haven't alot recently in the past year. I've known you guys since pretty much my 3rd grade year, and we chilled alot, but I guess it is because I dont get to see you guys at school anymore since you guys are going to different schools. Darn Troy High! you take my friends. I'll probably hang out with you guys this summer anyways though. We always do, but we just aren't as close anymore :'(. I hope we chill more.

Disney, McDonald's, Wal-Mart, and slowly the world

So today it took about three times for my grandpa to actually get me to get out of my bed. I actually ended up arriving at school early...it was quite cool :P, but at least I was wearing an undershirt. In class today, we didn't have silent reading because we had to finish watching The Rookie. Then we did a bunch of listen and fill in the blank sheets on college. Listen and fill in worksheets are the absolute worse. After we started a pretty good movie called The Renaissance Man with DeVito in it. We need to finish it though. When I got home though I had to start my oral project with a visual aid, which I got a week ago but horrendously procrastinated until today...it's due tomorrow...I should get better work ethic. Anyways, my friend Kat said she'd help me with it, but her mother wouldn't let her come over today so I had to attempt to do it on my own. Well while doing my project I got really distracted by Skype and youtube. I eventually finished and it was super cold. BRRRR!! it's weird because it's summer. Anyways after that I Skype chatted with Rob for a while. and now I am Skype-ing with Alexa and Xander. Oh and I'm chatting with Luciano too. He's finally coming back to Cali. :] Well I'm tired.

Sleep well everyone.
Byebye.

July 6, 2010

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Damn...I don't know who to write to...


Dear you know who you are,

I don't believe there are so many thing that I need you to forgive me in, but I need to know that no matter what I do, that as long as I'm doing it for a good reason, you can forgive me. There is a point in the our friendship that I believe that I love you, not in a romantic way, but in a way I couldn't anyone else. I'd forgive you for anything out of love. I will always forgive you...doesn't mean I'll be happy, or be okay with whatever it was, but I'd forgive you. I know they mean my who I wish could forgive me as of now, but I don't care for those people because if they can't forgive me...then they aren't worth seeking forgiveness. You on the otherhand I need to know that you could forgive me for my stupidity because I try out of consern and care. I completely bent what this letter was supposed to be about, but what the hell. I needed to get this out here.

And they are back...

So today was a school day, once again. We were doing aptitude test...ugh. My unrelated movie, that we didn't finish, is Disney's The Rookie. We are going to finish it in class. Well when I got picked by my grandma to take me to go to the craft store to buy stuff for my final's project. I hate it. Well after I went to my friends house. She was back from the Virgin Islands, and it was soooo great seeing her again. I have missed her like a sister. It was great, we caught up on each other's lives. I tell her pretty much everything. We chilled and it was cool. Later another one of our friends showed up. It was pretty cool. We chilled and ate enpanadas she and her family made. yum. We watched Tropic Thunder...it was pretty random and kinda sucky. It has like a couple funny moments, but still...we then chilled at the park at night for a while. We finally headed back to her house, and we all just chatted and chilled. It was fun. Now that she's back I call her on the phone alot. She's my human diary, and vice versa. She's going through some hard things right now, which strikes me kinda down to on a personal level with her. I only hope she'll be okay. I just came home at about 10:30 and now its like almost twelve.

Well, time to work on my challenge post.
Byebye.

July 5, 2010

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Well there was never anyone I truely ever hated...and I don't know of anyone I blame for any big pain that I had, but if I have to I guess I have to...


Dear ex-stepdad,

I can never truely ever hate you, but you did cause some big obstacles and bumps in my life that weren't to fun to go through. You and my mom constantly fought, and the enviroment with you there eventually had me move across the whole country from my mom. Even through all this I can never hate you or say that you are the cause of my most painful pains because I wouldn't change it due to the way my life has played out now. I like how my life played out to ever change it, and since you partly indirectly caused that I can never truely hate you and say you are the one to cause me the most pain, but hey I had to write to someone...and you were the closest to that person that came to mind. Well eventhough I don't like you, I do see that now that you are so much better after the divorse...and you are my brother's dad so...yeah.

Ralph's; School tomorrow

So I didn't have school today because it was the day after Independence Day. So I woke up at 10 today. I slept late last night...at like about 4:30 again. Well I woke up with the intention of not really doing anything but rest today. I woke up and watched a little tv. soon after I realized that I was home alone (still am), as my grandparents went to San Diego today. Probably be back really late. Maybe even after I sleep because I want to sleep early because I have school tomorrow. Well I decided today to go to walk to the grocery store today because the fridge was pretty much empty today. I was in a Skype group convo before I left. I was originally planning to leave at 1pm, but I just kept postponing until about 2pm. I was postponing by like 15minutes at a time. I eventually walked to the grocery store. It took about 8-10 minutes, but I spent the longest time there trying to figure out what to buy. I ended up leaving the store with a pre-made salad because I was to lazy to make lunch and I was already late on it. I bought a hunk of meat to grill up, but I realized that our grill was at my dad's house, so I seasoned it and fried it. yum. So when I got home I pretty much ate and watch countless things on tv, while chatting Robert on Skype until he had to go to football. I then just pretty much found random ways to kill time without being productive. I chatted with people, watched youtube, avoided doing my final project or drivers ed online class. ahaha. and now I'm here...yeah boring day.

Well thanks for reading today's short post.
Byebye.

July 4, 2010

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Well there isn't anyone in my family thats dead I want to talk to...or a celebrity...I think I'll do Jesus, eventhough I'm not religious, there are things I'd like to say to him.


Dear Jesus,

Hey did you know you started a whole religion? It's called Christianity, though it has sub-catagories and stuff. Well I think you'd be ashamed of your religion as of present day. I mean there are good morals being taught in it's basic foundation, but it has been slighty corrupted to some people and it's sub-catagories. Did you know you have many of your sub-catagories believing I will go to hell just for loving the person I do? Sometimes I do wish to believe you were god, because if you were I would have to worry about this corruption because you would sit around having this hate being put out by your believers, right? I know you would be ashamed of the teachings taught in vain of your name. I know you have good people and good teachings too. I mean I have alot of friends that are Christian, and they are good people. I mean even my boyfriend is. ahaha. I do respect what you tried to do.

Happy Independence Day!

So Happy National Independence Day you guys...well you Americans ahahaha. Well today actually started lasy night because I was up until about 4:30am on Skype and etc. I slept until about 9:08, when I got a text from a friend on how I could go to wake a movie I planned to (Eclipse, even though I don't like the series I was being dragged) that was at 9:40...so I fell back asleep like 40 minutes later. I ended up waking up at about 1pm, which is when my day pretty much started. I was really really hungry when I woke up so I went down to have breakfast? lunch? idk. but it was good. I was watching some recorded television I recorded last night, and early this morning. I watch 45 minutes of the 3 hour movie Les Miserables (not the original musical one), which I plan on finishing it soon, but not now. I then went to get ready to go to my dad's for a 4th of July barbeque...or as the Aussies say it barbie. I took a shower and put on clothes and stuff. When we got to my dad's house finally, I went to go chill with my little sister, which is considerable quieter without my little cousins. Well it wasn't long until my aunt and my lil cousins were there too. ahaha. I was okay with it because I just listened to my iPod, and ate bbq. yum. :] On the way home Luciano was txting me, though I am literally about 12 text away from going over, and I have 7 days left to bare :P. Well when I got home I chatted with him on Skype for a while, though he hasnt replied in a while. :( oh well. I'm going to watch fireworks from my backyard later.

Well now on to the challenge today.
Byebye.

July 3, 2010

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Matthew,

I've known you since like 3rd grade. We used to be like best friends, but I guess thats what happens when you move :(. We should really hang out more, but what can I say...We've had some pretty cool memories. You used to like literally 5-7 minutes away by foot, and now you are like in a whole different county. oh well I guess I could always txt you and visit some time, but its really maticulous and junk. Well I really don't know what to say:\. Well I guess I'll try to hang out and stay in contact more. It's just hard, you know?

Tall Mouse, Big Lots, and the 99 cent store...

So today I think I woke up around...like 9 something, thought I'm not entirely sure. I really didn't do anything today. I was originally planning to go to the park with a couple friends at 1pm, but they could go...so we canceled. I ended up going to Tall Mouse, Big Lots, and the 99 cent store today. I went to Tall Mouse to get crafts, and junk for my final project poster for my summer school class :P. Then I went to Big Lots to see if I could find anything else for my project, and I decided I officially hate Big Lots. It is useless. It has nothing you need, and is so cluttered and unorganized. The place is an OCD's worst nightmare, and it's so dirty! :P It's just gross. I bought some colored construction paper. Then I went to the 99 cent store, which is kind of dirty, but not that bad, and at least it's organized. I bought Toblerone! Yes! and I got some Vienne sauseges, and some lettuce. When I got home I was told that after this week my grandma was going to live with my dad for a while. So meaning I'll be home with my grandpa, which will be like living alone, since he gets home late from work. I'll be grocery shopping and cooking and other household chores :P. Well anyways when I got home I went upstairs to rest, because I had a tiring night the night before. Ahahaha :) Well anyways I was upstairs, when out of nowhere my door open. It was my sister. She is the only one to ever open my door without knocking, and it pisses me off, but oh well she's 4. I figured my dad was here too, so I decided to chill with family downstairs. Later my little cousins showed up. The house got pretty hectic with little children running and screaming around so I went upstairs. I skyped with Robert for a while, until he had dinner. I went back downstairs to chill with the loud family, and add songs to my iPod. We watch Up and Wall-E on Starz. You know when your gay when you cry to Disney movies. The kids and my dad left, and now I'm typing my post.

Have a wonderful July 4th everyone.
(Well for those who are American, ahaha)
Byebye.

July 2, 2010

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

I'm really debating whether I want to do Luciano, or a celebrity. The reason being is that I'm planning to meet Luciano anyways, so...I think I'll choose a celebrity.


Dear Michael Angarano,

You are amazing, and I have like a celebrity crush on you. I love watching your movies, even if they are the bad ones. I watch them anyways. You are old now. Cut your hair, and shave because it kinda grosses me out. You looked so much better with your head shaved or short hair, then with your hair long or slicked back. None the less, if you did that I'd love to chill with you. We'd have some pretty you times. I loved you in your first major movie Little Secrets as Philp. You were such a cute little boy back then. And you were pretty attractive in the movie Black Irish. Anyways you are awesome, and I love the fact that you are Italino decent, and you live right in LA. I hope you have the chance chill or even meet.

My day starts at 1pm

So I actually woke up at like 9:08 today, which for me is quite late. I'm such a morning person, but I stay up late...so what I'm trying to say is I'm okay with morning and night, but I am like bleh at mid-day. Well...moving on. I didn't have summer school today :D. Yippie! I watched tv today, which consisted with Glee, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Buffy is an amazing show. I ate lunch, and that was instant noodles. Well I chatted with Robert today, and he introduced me to some cool people he was chatting to. They were all really cool. ahaha. They all had blogs, I think. Soon after I went to the pool. I invited my friend Kat, and her little brother, Jet. Kat and I just kinda waded and chatted, while Jet was swimming and stuff. We had funny. haha. It was all pretty cool. I walked them home, since they only like live like a couple houses away. I then went home and then had dinner. Yum. Spaghetti :] Wow I did like nothing today. Well right now I'm chatting with Luciano, and other people on Facebook. I'm listening to my iPod. The song currently playing is I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic!at the Disco. Well I'm probably just going to chat with people tonight and...yeah.

I hope I didn't bore you too much.
Byebye.

July 1, 2010

Random semi-self pouring Questions

So out of request I went on facebook the other day and asked my friends to ask me a couple questions they think I should answer in my blog, eventhough they will not read it here. They are atrociously random questions. I just though what I think my friends want to know are would be cool things to open up on you guys about. and since I feel bad about those of you guys who can't comment on my facebook, if you put a questions in the comments, I'll answer them :D. Btw don't go looking for my facebook because I probably won't add you. ahaha. anyway here we go....


What's your favorite color? (wow original)
Blue...ummm yeah... :]

What's your favorite stuff animal you own?
Ummm...I'm not really sure if it's considered an animal since it's actually a spirit, but I have a white small Totoro plushie. And I love it. and for those of you that don't know who Totoro is you should go watch My Neighbor Totoro by Miyazaki. Amazing.

What color and type of underwear are you wearing?
umm like really short little boy boxer briefs that are black with white polar bears on them x]. I still fit in 8 year old underwear ahaha. I like the fit.

Who is your celebrity crush?
I have like 3: Gerard Butler, Robert Downey Jr., and Michael Angarano ahaha.

I'm going to tackle two questions with one stone.
What is your favorite quote? If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
"You should love yourself for who you are, and never change yourself because there is no one worth changing for…but obviously if you are a serial killer and you have thoughts about little kids and you’re quite old, then yes you should change yourself because that is quite sick." - Johneepixals7 on youtube

What is a hero in your own word, and what qualifies you to be one?
Those that can reach happiness without the expense of others or give up themselves to create happiness for another without harming others, and this is what makes them happy. These are heroes.


Can you tell me what love is? Not just spousal type relationship kind of love, but like all kinds.
Love is when you truely care for someone. Enough to love them unconditionally, and even when they make a mistake, before they even say sorry you have forgiven them. But don't let my definition taint your. Love is what you believe it is.

Favorite pair of lyrics?
It might not be the right time.
You might not be the right one,
but there's something
about us I want to say,
because there's something between us anyway

Most worn article of clothing that is visible to others? And favorite article of clothing? Special reason?
ummmm...my jeans ahaha. I wear them alot. Ummm I don't think I have a particular favorite article of clothing....wait nevermind I have this baby shirt, which no longer fits me since it's like tiny, but it's my favorite because it has my face on it and I have had it since I was three.

What color are your favorite pairs of socks? (why are these all clothing related?)
umm I don't own my favorite pair of sock, but the are rainbow striped. They are my cousins. they go knee high. ahaha. so gay!

What is my favorite type of cheese?
Probalone on sandwiches, bree on cracker, swiss on pretty much anything else.

What is your favorite style of Roman column?
I prefer Greek.

Your favorite superhero power?
umm on superheroes, I like the Superman's abilities, even if I greatly dislike him compared to superboy. ahaha. On me I'd like the Cheshire Cat's abilities ahaha. I love him.

Favorite pizza topping?
Well...ummm. Pineapple, and my perfect pizza would be pineapple, bell pepper, spinach, and spam. though I normally hate spam.

Is there anyone, if you had the chance, go on a date with?
Umm excluding my boyfriend? Probably some celebrity, but I wouldn't want it public and crap. ummm yeah...

Well that was kinda fun. If anyone has questions, feel free to leave them in the comments below.

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend

Well the only few internet friend I have are like Robert, and kinda Sam (which I've never really mentioned her before or at all). So im going to choose Robert. Don't you feel special?


Dear Robert,

Thanks for chatting with me all the time. You also gave me the idea to even start blogging...kinda. You're pretty cool, and it would be cool to actually meet you one day. We have our fair share of internet moments ahaha. You've been pretty cool. I really don't know what to say because I pretty much tell you all this stuff already...well when you get to this challenge, you dont hafta pick me. I'm pretty much limited to two people and Sam doesn't really chat with me much anymore...yeah. But none the less, you are a pretty awesome guy. I enjoy reading your blog and chatting with you. Well anything else I just tell you ahaha.

Remember the....morning

So hello everyone. you guys are probably wondering about my title. well today's un-related class movie was Remember the Titans, and I barely remember what happened in class this morning, thus resulting in my title. Well all I remember was doing self assesments and then watching Remember the Titans, which was a sad, but great movie. And some of the actors were cute. I have a thing for football players ahaha. Well anyways I got picked up from school by my uncles girlfriend today because apparently my grandma thought there was something wrong with her car (eventually mine). The mechanic doesn't think there is, but for some reason she wants to bring it in again...whatever. Well when I got home I chilled for a while, until 4 o'clock sharp I had music lessons. It was cool seeing my teacher again. I haven't seen her for two weeks because she gave my a break for finals and stuff. She's a dyke. ahaha. weird but oh well. When I got home I was pretty much messaging Luciano all the time. Until just about half an hour ago. I was watching tv (Degrassi) while messaging him. He's so sweet. and we are doing quite well. He's out of state for his uncle's wedding right now, so the time difference is probably getting to him ahaha. Have fun hun. After I got on the computer...chatted a little. It was a good day. 4 day weekend! yay! I don't have school until Tuesday! Woopie! Ahahaha.

Have fun tomorrow.
Byebye.

June 30, 2010

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Well I'm kinda debating on who to write this to because my only had an ex-girlfriend, who is not my bestfriend. So...I kinda should write it to someone else. Well I never had an ex-boyfriend, considering I'm on my first relationship with a guy right now, and I never really had an ex-love. So...I guess I have to go with an ex-crush...eventhough I never felt strongly for them.


Dear ****,

I'm going to ex out your name incase you read this, though you probably won't. Anyone asks who you are I will probably tell them who you are, but in private. So I had a crush on you...you were probably straight, but you had a bunch of gay tendencies ahaha. or maybe i was just seeing them over your straight ones ahaha. You became my best guy friend this year, eventhough you are changing schools. Which by the way I'm severly upset about. I'm no longer crushing on you because I kinda began seeing you as a brother. I'm really mad that you are changing school since it is your fault and you don't want to. I know I bag on you alot, and insult you almost daily, but you know I'm kinding. I love yah man...as a brother. trust me. I kinda find it really strange I used to have a crush on you. Sometimes I wish I came out to you but ever chance I get I don't feel like dealing with it. wow I think this is my longest letter by far...well I'll see you at school tomorrow.

The Majestic...and the clumsy

Okay everyone. So today was okay. We are on the self assesment unit of career planning now. Which is pretty lame. We had to do really lame weird answer sheet things, but the non-related movie today was good. It was The Majestic(2001) starring Jim Carrey, which normally is a funny actor, but in this movie he wasn't a comidical actor. He actually got to act a serious role! Ahahaha. It was cool. Well this is gonna be a short post. After school I talked with my friend Holly, well until I had to leave. Apparently she is not going to school tomorrow because she is going to Anime-con in LA. Lucky :P. Ahahaha. We'll I got picked up and the first thing I did was go upstairs to fall asleep ahaha. Well i woke up around 4:56 ish (there goes my weird memory), and I went down to eat something. I kinda just ate stuff ahaha. not really know what it was. Then I got on the comp. I did some hw. Procrastinated a little. ahaha. chatting with some people, and that was my day.

I'll post soon.
Byebye.

June 29, 2010

Day 6 - A stranger

Dear Mr. and/or Mrs. Stranger, (ahahaha)

I don't really know what to say, but I hope if we ever do meet that we get along and have fun, though as a warning I don't always keep in contact with people. I really don't know what to say. I guess I could say that I would kinda want to meet you, but for some strange reason don't. This letter is kinda awkward, well at least to write/type it, it is. I can't really say much, but I hope you live well. Its been nice writing ahahaha.

Baseball Ghost

So today was a pretty boring day, well at least to me. Today I went to school pretty tired, as usual. We didn't do crap today. We were just read of skills to "help" us study and stuff. Which I think is bs, but oh well. The non-related movie today was Field of Dreams, which I believe to be the strangest baseball movie ever, about a guy who heres voices and builds a baseball field and then baseball ghost show up. It was strange. It seems that all our movies are male oriented. ahaha. I mean they are pretty much. Memphis Belle ~ WWII bombing movie, The Blindside ~ football, Rudy ~ football, 3 Musketeers ~ there was killing and fighting ahaha, and today Field of Dreams ~ baseball. I'd like to see more chick flicks ahaha. The only one so far was Akeelah and the Bee, kinda. Not really though. We should watch The Ugly Truth, just because of Gerard Butler. ahaha. Anyways, I was picked up kinda late from school today, but it was okay I guess. Normally I'd hate to be picked up late because I have this thing with time and stuff. ahaha. Anyways, when I got home I decided to hop on the computer. I did like two units of my drivers ed course, and ate some early dinner (btw I eat two dinners a day ahaha). I then went upstairs to my room and watched some Degrassi, and slept for a while. I decided it was time for my second dinner.ahaha. I had chicken. yum. Well after that I decided to go burn some of it off, eventhough I don't really need to, I worked out a bit. Not a lot. I watched more tv, and now I'm here. My grandma though keeps calling me to tall me random trival things she has read online like, what not to buy new ahaha.

Well anyways.
Byebye.

June 28, 2010

What?! a third post?!?!

Well normally I would have ended it by now for the night, but I have a treat for you guys. I'm having a secret anonymous blogger, post something that they sent to me that I have agreed too. Its a letter kinda thing. Enjoy. Its kinda long, but that to make up for mine being so short today.

dear xxxxxx, (for my friends sake i X'd the name out,which the person who they are writing this to will never see it here anyways)
why hello there :) oh my, i can’t believe it’s been a year already! time sure does fly. i remember when i first met you, and i thought you were like a straight up gangster. the first thing you said to me somehow incorporated balls, fuck, and your mother in one long, angry, profanity filled sentence. it was terrifying. i thought you must have been a delinquent child who drank raw eggs for breakfast and killed spiders with his bare hands. but in retrospect, i’m happy that i decided not to run far, far away from you. i’m so super glad that we got to become friends and i really don’t know what i’d do without you! no, seriously; i’m not just saying that. you totally make my life. though to be quite honest, so does hand sanitizer. ( but don’t feel like that’s of equal worth of you because that’s not the point(: ). you are really quite amazing because if i could somehow bottle your witty social criticism, i would have a weapon of mass destruction in my hands. and if i could somehow videotape you and that one german exchange student talking together, i would be able to sell that shit like porn because apparently everyone wants to marry your accents. but on a more serious note, i also want you to know that you’ve really been an amazing friend to me. don’t think that i take you for granted, because even if i don’t often tell you, i really do count my blessings in having you. so don’t think that i don’t have reasons cuz i’m about to bore you with some of them! like i love how you look out for me and care about my happiness and i know that i've told you this a million times before, but i love how we’ve reached an understanding where we can basically tell each other anything without worrying about awkwardness. and i love how i can act like a total idiot around you and not give a damn because i know that you’ve already accepted me. ( right!?!?!?!(: ) cuz you make me feel special even when i’m being all insecure and brought me chocolate when i had cramps and a bagel when i was hungry, and you can always make me smile even when it’s the last thing i want to do! so thank you times infinity for all of that :b you always bring out the best in me, whether it’s from believing in me even when i don’t believe in myself or not letting me get away with one of my lamer than usual jokes :) and whenever something happens to me, whether it be something horribly unexciting ( like me sneezing ) to something totally awesome ( like my foot falling asleep ), you’re always the first one i want to share it with. and you’re also the one that i turn to for support when something mega sad happens and the one i go to for advice when life's being a bitch. and despite me failing miserably at things like knowing that rome is not a country, you still stick around, and i’m 99% sure it’s not just to make you look better by comparison. probably. although if it is, i’ll have you know that the only reason i hang out around you is in case hell grades on a curve. so yeah; thanks so much for taking the time to get to know me and thanks for wandering into my life and letting me in yours. i love laughing with you over random stuff and us sitting at home on friday nights with just each other for company and our super long chat marathons and you walking for forty minutes in the extreme heat to come over to my house just to sit with me for eight hours and me sneaking out of bed to be there with you late at night as you try to finish your direct the day that it’s due and and teasing each other when we make a weird noise and watching mexican sports together and sitting in front of our computers without pants on saturday mornings and everything. yep; we've had so many good times together; even if they seem normal or boring, they're always fun just because i'm with you! :) so even though i’ll call you dick and loser and stuff, i want you to be sure that in the end, i’ll always be there for you and if anyone really calls you a failure, i will kick their butt to jupiter. [:therefore it is of my sincerest hope that you do not acquire malaria and die a slow and painful death and have your body fall on a nuclear missile button that blows you up to hell. that would be a bit depressing. the world would have suffered a great loss because i know that you will go far in life, my friend :) i believe in you and your abilities and i wish you all the happiness and good fortune in the world as you go out there and live out the rest of your life in the amazing way that you do. i feel so grateful for being lucky enough to be blessed with your presence, and my life has really been changed for the better because of it! you've left your footprints in my heart :) and they are rather large because of your ginormous feet. you are effing brilliant, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. you bring excitement to my day and i'm always super happy when i see that orange bar that means you've chatted me on gmail. i know that the stuff that i say sometimes falls flat and i can be hard to deal with and i'll complain a lot and i have bad taste in music and i'll speak in espanol to get on your nerves and i'm never the funniest or most exciting person to talk to, but despite that, you've still always been here with me and i really really appreciate that; like you don't even know. sometimes spending time with you is like being on poprocks and soda and five hour energy, and sometimes i'm just laying there listening to the still of the silence as you breathe out and i breathe in; but whatever it is, every moment is always super special. i won't ever forget you, because you'll always be a part of me; you are an irreplaceable person and if it wasn't for you, i would never be who i am! AND I WAS THINKING MAYBE SOMEWHERE LATER DOWN THE RO-O-O-OAD, AFTER ALL OUR STORIES HAVE BEEN TO-O-O-OLD, I'D SIT AND THINK OF YOU, A DEAR FRIEND I ONCE KNEW! SHOT THROUGH MY LIFE LIKE A SHOOTING STAR :) ( a song we learned in ourdoor ed in sixth grade :D ) so you must admit, mr. xxxxxx, that you are really something special. you're like that pop star that can actually sing. thank you for (here comes the more serious part again) your open mind, your honest concern, your laid back attitude, and your lack of judgement, your respect for my ideology, your patience, for all the inane, absurd things you tolerate, and just for being so ubiquitously nice. because even if you don't believe it, you really are a nice guy. this, above all, i am sure of. you do have credibility in this society and your well deserved vindication is coming. ( see my tumblr post on nice guys! ) i really hope you can take this to heart because you really don't believe in yourself enough. you always say that my opinion of you is too high, but i really do believe that you deserve it. you are really brave and have come so far and you are really quite warm. i admire your ap pep speech and how you help people with chem and how you always have something to say and how you can be blunt and do things your way without caring what other people think. that takes a lot of individualism! i could go on and on about your countless virtues and the random details about you that make you so out of this world, drop dead wonderful. and i just really hope you know that underneath your armor of seemingly dominant arrogance and apathy, i know that you really do have a moral compass and you are more than capable of good things, gentle things, even magnanimous things. you are so loyal and i know i can trust you with anything. don't let anything or anyone hold you back! i'm really looking forward to us learning more about each other and becoming even better friends. every day, you're able to surprise me with something new, and that's really something to be amazed of. so i hope we can see each other soon and make more memories! i remember on black friday when we went to the [insert outdoor mall of place here] and when we were watching 2012, and you were complaining because not enough people were dying in the movie and you'd rather have been watching ninja assassin :) we didn't really know each other that well back then, and i wish we could have gotten to be good friends sooner. but i'm glad i have that memory of hanging out with you and i'm glad i can remember random details about that day, like the ninja shirt that you were wearing! :) and i remember when jocelyn and i were taking bets as to whether or not you could get a date. i still have the contract that you signed as barney! :) ahh...the good times. i really had a blast this year. don't change.



Now wasnt that cute, but deadfully long? I haven't even finished reading yet.


Day 5 - Your dreams

So I'm having trouble which definition of dreams it means, but oh well.


Dear dreams,

I wish I could remember you. Maybe then I could understand my feelings, wants, fears, and everything else a little more. I don't often remember you when I wake up, but I do remember you aren't nightmares at least. Now most people would write to the other dreams, as in goals and stuff, but I believe you guys need credit too. You keep us from those boring nights asleep. Also because I can't identify my other kinds of dreams soo...yeah. One day I will remember you more often I hope. Until then, keep my nights well. Thank you.

Finally back on schedual; Gender difference

So I'm finally pretty much back on schedual...well kinda. Well today was a school day once again. yay...not really, but anyways at school today we where watching a video on how men and women are different and stuff. apparently it had something to do with the way we learn. turns out we all have specific traits that make us different but not unequal. And our non-related movie of the day was The Three Musketeers. The old old one. Well the movie was pretty boring but somewhat entertaining ahaha. Well I was picked up by my uncles girlfriend today because she works near my summer school, and my grandparents are in San Diego today. They go there often cause of the Indian casinos. Something about old people and casinos. Anyways I've been home alone all day, but not really lonely. The internet keeps me connected. I also have been catching up on tv shows I missed on my DVR since I went to my dad's this weekend. I ate dinner from whatever was in the fridge. Yes meatloaf, yum. ahahah.
Well sorry today has been so boring.
Byebye.

June 27, 2010

Day 4 - Your sibling

Wow. considering my siblings are not related to each other, this will be interesting. Also because they are young. ahaha.


Dear Brother&Sister,

You guys get on my nerves sometimes, and make me want to like shove you guys in a closet or something, but I really really do love you guys so much. <3 I know I should be setting an influence for you guys, and I'm sorry it's such a crappy one. ahaha. I hope you guys grow up to outshine me, because that would make me so happy for you guys. I know our age differences are pretty bad, especially you sister. 11 years difference. I'll be old by the time you are my age ahaha. And bro, take care of mom. I know I don't visit and talk to you guys enough, and I'll try to do that so much more when I can. I love you guys both. Behave. Oh sister I can hear you running around upstairs.

When will I be back on schedual?!

Okay so as any of you that read yesterday's posts, I have been off my schedual since I normally post at like 8:30-8:45, but its like 10 something right now. I got home pretty late :\.
So I'd told you guys yesterday that if anything significant happened yesterday after my post I'd tell you today. Well...nothing really happened except I;m going really really low on txt. Like I'm pretty much running on empty, which sucks :P. Well this morning I woke up cramped-ish. Since I was sleeping at my dad's house, we all had to cram into one room (me, my lil sis, my dad, and step-mom). I was the first one to wake up at like 7, because I'm the morning rizer. Everyone else woke up like at 10. We chilled and stuff at the house until about 1pm, and we left for Lake Perris, which was fun. Freshwater beaches are weird...ahaha. We saw the strangest things there. On the way back home to my dad's house, we ate at a McDonalds. They are everywhere. I got the double quarter pounder because I'm fat that way (fat as in eat alot not weight). Then we chilled at my dad's until we finally we decided we should head to my house house because I have school tomorrow. ugh. Anyways before we went to my house we went to eat dinner at a buffet in Westminster. We went to eat at it because it changed ownership, so we wanted to see how it was. It was horrid. I could not stand the food there. I eventually got a stomach ache. The only thing good there was the watermelon, but thats prolly only because it was in season. ahaha. DO'NT eat at Tokyo buffet in Westminster. My stomach ache just died down. When I got home I talked on the phone with Alexa for a while. Saying goodbye since she is going on a vacation for a while in the Virgin Islands. Have fun Alexa! I'll miss you mucho! So today has been a pretty packed day. ahaha. Sorry I didn't get to chat alot with you today Luciano.

On to tomorrow.
Byebye.

June 26, 2010

Day 3 - Parents

Well this one's going to be difficult.


Dear Parents,

I'm going to have trouble finding ways to make this one letter, since you guys are like yeah...and since I don't live with you guys. There are so many things I thank you for, and appreciate though I don't show it. I'm glad that you guys are always there for me even though I don't spend alot of time with you guys. I sometimes wish I had the courage to tell you I'm gay, but I don't. I love you guys and I will do my best to set an example to my two younger siblings (brother; mom's son, and sister; dad's daughter), since I'm the oldest. I only hope I grew up the way you wanted, well beside probably being gay. I don't really know what to say to you guys that doesnt leave one of you guys out so I'm going to end it here. ahaha. Bye. <3

Posting Early Today

Well normally I'd start typing up my post aroung 7:45 and put it up around 8:15-8:30, but I have to spend the night at my dad's today, so I have no means of posting anthing while I'm there. I'll be back on schedual tomorrow, but until then here i go...
Well I woke up today at I remember 8:36 (weird how my mind remembers that), and I saw I had a message from Luciano saying good morning and such. I then went downstairs and my grandma offered to take me out to eat breakfast, which I accepted to go after I took a shower first. I wanted to go to Fry's to get some new earbuds before going to eat so we did. We ended up going to Carl's Jr. and I brought about 4 burgers, though I only finished 2 so far and will eat the others later. I went home and my dad showed up to chill. He's actually on the couch near me, but he's to absorbed into the tv right now. We signed up for drivers ed online classes, which I finished the first unit today. It was no sweat but I got lazy so I dont really feel like moving on today. I'm going to pack some things like my swimming trunks because my dad might take me, my sister, and her mom (my step-mom) to a lake or the beach tomorrow. yay. I think I'll be cool. Well I'll include anything important that happens after this into tomorrows post.

Hopefully I'll be back on schedual tomorrow.
Byebye

June 25, 2010

Day 2 - Your crush

Well I was thinking about this for quite a while, when I realized whether I could count Luciano as a crush, but I decided that wouldn't work since technically since I am dating him. No. So lets see how this will work out ahaha...


Dear Mr. Crush,

I'd really like to meet you some day. Ahaha. Your probably a really cool, and awesome person. I hope you like to dance :] ahaha. You are probably really nice and sweet ahaha. I look up to you ahaha. Well unless you are shorted than me...which is possible. I'm not to pick on height. I actually generally dont care as long as you are good in every other way. You probably will never read this. Or at least I wouldn't know ahaha. It has been nice writing to you. <3 I hope we have wonderful memories in the future.

Back pains; Naps are good

So today seemed like it has been like two days. It has been such a long day, and much has happened. Or at least to me it seemed like much. Well my day started off really tiring probably because I never get enough sleep anymore ahaha. I woke up earlier than usual because I had to leave earlier today because my grandma needed to be at my aunts house, so she dropped me off early at school. I chilled with other friends until class started. We were on the worst subject today...study skills. like I didnt know how to or something ahaha. during this time my back started to hurt, probably the way I was sitting no thank to my minor scoliosis. Very minor and normally doesnt effect my life except for the rare occasional back pains. Well anyways the movie we watch through class today was called Rudy, which was a boring movie about this guy who wanted to go to Notre Dame University and play football, but doesn't have the abilities too. It was really boring, and the only thing that got my through was the main character was pretty cute ahaha. right?

Adorable ahaha. I think I have a thing for football players ahaha (I actually like to watch the actually sport too ahaha), but it doesn't matter who you are I guess as long as you are the one aha. So the movie ended right at the bell at 2:25 and I went home. I was txting Luciano:], and when I got home I was really tired, and so I took a nap and woke up at like 6:45-ish about. I then deicided to finish watching the acafellas episode of Glee, because I didnt finish it the other day. I then had dinner, which was yesterday's leftovers, chicken broth rice and potatoes. Which now gets me here...well I guess thats pretty much it for today. Oh I'm going to sign up for driver's ed soon. yay! ahaha.

You guys are great.
Byebye.

June 24, 2010

Day 1 - Your Bestfriend

Wow my third post today ahaha. well anyways here I go...


Dear Alexa,

I can't even being this letter properly. You are da bomb. Who knows if you're even going to read this, but who cares because I'm just going to keep writing. You've always been here for me since we have become friends. Though I don't exactly remember how I met you, I'm sure as heck glad I did. There's too much to possibly put in this little letter so I'll do my best. You were a handfull while we dated, but it's been fun ahaha. Even though obviously it would haven't had worked out anyways. You rock, and I love you. <3

A challenge?

Well I'm going to be starting a 30 day challenge just so I have something to do, and you guys have something to read aside from those boring posts I normally do about my day. Which I'll still be doing, but I'll be doing this too. I'll try not to stay behind ahaha. This is for you guys.

WRITING LETTERS.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I'm going to wake up happy tomorrow.

So today was like any other day kind of until near the end ahaha, but I'll mention this again later. Anyways I woke up today tired as a my printer is useless! (you guys will understand that later on in the blog) I went to school as usual. We ended assessing ourselves of how we learn and our study habits. Apparently I'm a visual, audio, and tactile-kinesthetic learner...as apposed to most people only being one or two of the three, but I'm all three ahaha. I dont really know what that means, but it probably means something. So we have silent reading in class everyday, which gets a little on my nerves since I really don't like reading. I've been reading Flight 29 Down, which was based of the tv show on Discovery Kids if anyone knows it. After that we began watching Akeelah and the Bee in class. It was okay, could have been better, though I wasn't all to into it like The Blindside the other day. near the last 5 minutes of class I had like 5 phone calls I had from my grandma asking where I was, which I had to ignore. You'd think she would know I was in class ahaha, but I guess not. I soon left and not long after getting into the car Luciano(Chano) texted me, which I will get back to later. When I got home today I watcher Invader Zim because it was on, and then watched the "Acafellas" episode of Glee. I don't know what my grandmother made for dinner today but I ate it. I then went on the computer to do my daily computing needs ahaha. I also played with my iPod touch now that it's upgraded to iOS4, which is great. Then started on my summer school homework I have been procrastinating, and just finished. No thanks to my lousy printer. It ran out of colored ink, and wouldn't print out correctly and stuff. ugh. its pretty useless at times. I had to print out a collage mural thing on my responsiblities of my class, which I BSed. So anyways back to Luciano, well I've been pretty much chatting with him ever since I got out of school. He is such a flirt, but I like it so...ahaha. He asked me out, which I answered yes to, though I'm not sure how I'll work out and how official it'll be, but hopeful all goes well. ;] I'll keep you guys posted. Well until tomorrow. I love you guys for reading. heres a big hug. -hugs tightly-

Thanks for reading.
Byebye.

June 23, 2010

Blindside; SSDD

So summer school day two. Ten more to go. This class is pretty easy eventhough we don't do anything I'll ever use in life. We usually just end up watching non-related movies. Like I said yesterday we watched Memphis Bell and today we saw The Blindside. It was a brilliant movies and easily made me tear up in a good way. Since we spent pretty much watching the blindside at lunch during summer school I decided to buy a summer school lunch for the first time. it was the grossest thing I had ever seen. I got a soft taco with so much grease it seeped throught the wrapping ahaha. It was nasty. I can't believe I ate that.
ugh. Well anyways after school my grandma picked me up, then my uncle's girlfriend to take her to the Tokyo Auto Repair cause her car was there being fixed. She thanked us and then parted. I asked my grandma how her day was and she responded, "SSDD". I thought about it until she said, "same shit, different day". I love my grandma. We went to pick up somethings from my schools bandroom and then went home. When I got home I spent many many times trying to update my ipod to the new iOS4, which is amazing and I love it. I've also been texting this guy since I got out of school that I met online. His name is Luciano, though I think ever one calls him Chano. He is super nice, and we have many common. I'm actually texting him right now ahaha. Well I'll type more interesting stuff later byes. Oh I keep for getting to do this, but everyone should totally check out Robert's blog, http://lrtackle15.blogspot.com/, and my bestfriend's blog, http://maleah-lexii.blogspot.com/, they are great people.

Until tomorrow night.
Byebye.

June 22, 2010

Summer school; Daft Punk

Hola readers. If you couldn't already guess from the title of today's post or from yesterday's post, I had the first day of summer school today. It ended up going pretty well. It was a pretty chill and easy class. I woke up at 6:40 to get ready, and left the house at 7:30 to get my locator card and get in class by 7:55. My teacher's name was Mrs. Cummings (don't laugh you guys ahaha), and she was pretty chill for an old teacher. Before class started I ended up meeting up with my best guy friend. It was his birthday today. I didn't get him a gift because I just wrote him a message and stuff. I made a pack to almost everyone that I know that it conserns that I will not buy anyone gifts until I have a job. I'll make people gifts or re-gift something, but I won't buy ahaha. Anyways during the last half of class we ended up watching a movie on WWII, though I had no idea how it tied into Academic studies/Career Planning ahaha. I wasn't complaining though, one of the characters was cute. I think his name was Russel ahaha. I am not too sure though. So we ended up getting out at 2:25, which wasn't too bad because no homework! My grandmother picked me up, and when I got home I called my friend to tell her some news ahaha. Nothing interesting, or really conserning me ahaha. After I ended getting hooked to listening to Something About Us by Daft Punk. I'm actually listening to it right now. I then went upstairs for my afternoon nap, which now that I don't have homework I tend to fall in the habit of doing ahaha. I woke up just about an hour ago to have dinner, and yeah...Okay day one down. Eleven more to go. Not including weekends or Mondays because I don't have class then.
Have a nice tomorrow.
Byebye.

June 21, 2010

Maybe somedays are just that simple

Wow it has been a weird day. I started of waking up this morning at 9:03 about. I went to eat breakfast, which today was a giant French cupcake about half the size of my head. It was very fluffly and eggy. At around 11 my grandma and I went to the city library. I didn't end up getting anything, but why not right? We came home and I was watching Drop Dead Diva with my grandmother for the first time. I was pretty interesting though I don't think I'll be staying in tune regularly. I then heated the leftovers from yesterday for lunch. I checked my email somewhat after, then fell sleep at 2. When I woke up it was arroung 5:30, and nobody was home until about 6:30 my grandmother came home from shopping. She bought random stuff like solar powered garden lights, door hooks, and plastic bag dispencer. I think she's a compulsive buyer. I had to assemble pretty much all of them, and then I took out the trash today to the curb because it is that day of the week ahaha. When I was doing it I had realized no matter how many times you move trash or smell it you never quite get used to it. After I had dinner, which was pretty much everything I ate at lunch, chicken and shrimp. I had some salsa and chips afterwards. Then I went to go pack my stuff for tomorrow because summer school starts tomorrow. Oh joy. Academic studies/Carrer Planning is totally not all bs. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. Maybe watch some tv or something. Who know?

Keep well.
Byebye.

June 20, 2010

Father's Day Picnic; Super cool Pool Time

Hey there everyone. How was your guys' father's day? I don't know about you guys, but started out today really really tired. I woke up at I remember seeing 9:03 on my clock ahaha. random trivial things I remember. Yay subcontious short-term photographic memory ahaha. Wow that's a mouthful. Anyways I took about half an hour (is that proper grammer since hour doesn't start with a vowel?) to "wake up", which included some reps and exercise. I soon when downstairs to watch some tv shows I had recorded last night that I was to busy/lazy to watch ahaha. Then it was 11 and I got ready to go to the park, and have a family picnic for father's day. I had to clean out the ice box cooler thing before we put anything in so I did that, and then we went to great park in Irvine. I decided to wear jeans. Bad choice, it was hot. We had sandwiches for lunch, and we played catch and other fun family games like telephone and letters A-Z topics game. We soon left, and the family went their seperate ways. I went home, and out of exhaustion from sleeping at like 2 last night plus the fun today I passed out on my bed. After me and my little sister, which is like 4 (yes I realized the significant age difference), went swimming at the community pool because she really wanted too, and who else whould take her? Besides it was hot, so why not? We went in the pool, and I was kind of sore so I went to the spa/jaccuzi to relax and stuff. When were leaving, we rinsed off, and my sister put on an adorable towel robe that had a bunny hood and paws for pocket and yeah we walked home. We had dinner, which my step-mom picked up at a resteraunt somewhere in Irvine. It was delicious. After I finished the season finally of Glee, and my sister went home to my dad's house. Did you think she lived with my? No. Anyways goodnight everyone.
Take care.
Byebye.

June 19, 2010

TV remote; Gleeked out

So today for me has moved surprizingly very slowly, which is opposite of how it usually would be because it is a Saturday. They normally fly by, but today was just so slow. I'm becoming really repetetive about it, but I can't stress it enough. There were points where I just sat/lied down on the floor, and did absolutly nothing. Well anyways moving on. Today I woke up to eat bearkfast, which was some Thai chicken stuff. After I went up stairs to watch some Saturday morning cartoons. Yes I'm a dork for still watching them, but being a kid is funny and there is no reason to grow up so fast. Anyways, while I was watching cartoons my grandpa barged into my room looking for the downstairs TV remote, knowing I lost mine and could have possible taken it. I didn't so I was kind of pissed when he kept searching my room even after I told him I didn't take it, like I couldn't be trusted or something. After that, my grandma told to search mt room for my original, though it has been missing for about a month or so, and I haven't found it. I had to pretty much flip through my entire room. I never found it. She wasn't happy with me. I have a record of misplacing things alot, more then most people. I plan on trying to keep my room clean now since I flipped through it, and reorganize everything. I don't know how long it'll last. My record is 3 weeks of seemingly clean aha. Well after going through my room I decided why not watch some DVR stuff. So I decided I would catch up on Glee, since I haven't been staying in tune for possible ever. I watched seven episodes today, which were episodes "Hell-O"-"Theatrical". I was watching for what felt like an eternity, while hugging a stuffed giant dog I happened to have nearby. After I decided I need to exercise and work out somewhat so that when I go to summer band camp (yes I'm in band) that I won't have the side effects of couch potato-ing ahaha. After I ate dinner, and then here I am now. It is quite a boring, and slow moving day. So sorry for wasting your time if you read this, my life can be incredible dull. I only hope your day went better than mine.

Don't hurt yourself.
Byebye.

Preferences on relationships

So this isn't going to be a normal post where I just talk about my lame and boring day aha. I was just about to go to bed when I started to think out of nowhere, what would be my perfect guy. So I decided, why not share it with you guys.Okay so I'm mainly going to focus on personality and stuff, which means I'm avoiding physical stuff because that's more just like umm...a lust kinda thing ahaha. Anyways, when I do get in a relationship I like to view it as not only a sexual bond, but also and emotional bond. I would have to very much have a relationship where we are both very independant of each other, but still very much in each others lives. Having a quite relationship, as in the sense of to the point where we are able communicate so well we don't constantly need to talk and explain things in long detail. I would like the relationship to be able to reach a point where we never have to apologize or find excuses, not because there is nothing to apologize for, but by the time we are going to we have already been forgiven by the other. I'd love for the relationship to go so well as where we are comfortable about telling each other our flaws and quirks, and just grow together on them. So yeah oh if anyone has ideas for other self-pouring post ideas please just leave a comment below. I opened it to where it doesn't matter if you have an account or not. Okay until next time you guys.

June 18, 2010

First Day of Summer; Toy Story 3

Hello everyone! What a day it has been. It's been super fun today ahaha. So sharing time. Well today started off with me waking up to a text message at around 7:30 about whether or not my friend could make it to the movies today or not because I sent them a message last night whether they wanted to go see toy story 3 in 3D or not. He ended up not being able to make it. :( anyways so I had already also invited about four other people, which out of them only two ended up being able to go, which is what I expected ahaha. So the movie since the movie started at 2:05, I had time to kill. I went to eat breakfast where I just heated up some dinner from last night, which was curry. Then I decided to go and watch some of the recordings I had on the DVR. I was going to catch up on Glee since I have barely seen any of it since the new season started aha, but I got distracted and ended up watching The Forbidden Kingdom. I watched it more out of love of Michael Angarano then because it was a good movie. It wasn't that great, but Michael Angarano is just so cute. It makes me want to die aha. I don't really like him now because I don't like his hair long or the way he has it now, but I liked him in his younger days. I mean come on, it's he adorable?
Well anyways haha, after the movie was over it was over I decided to chill for a while, and play my guitar because I was pretty tired. Then finally I decided that I felt like getting ready to go see Toy Story, so I got dressed and did all my hygene related things to get ready and nice to go out. I then watched Toy Story, which was amazing and I loved it. My childhood just came rushing back. WHOOSH! Yes the sound effect was nessesary ahaha. (Toy Story was my favorite childhood movie back in the day) I'm not going to spoil it for you guys, so yeah just go out and watch it. After the movie one of my friends left, and my other friend and I went to Fatburger where we ate fries. After me and my friend decided to go to the mall. We were window shopping for hours ahaha. I was going to buy something, but I was kinda embaressed to, so I was going to wait until my friend left, but she ended up staying the whole time I could be there so there went my chance aha. We chilled in the food court, where we didn't eat because we weren't hunger. We just chilled until I was going to be picked up. Then I finally went home, where I ate dinner and then talked on the phone with a friend for while. (different one then the ones from the movies) And now here I am typing it all up. I think I'll go check some mail and stuff then go and watch tv. Oh one more thing, today was the anniversary of the day I got together with my first and last girlfriend, which is now my bestfriend, and now it becomes more of a celebration of our friendship and awesomeness ahaha. yeah...just had to share that.
Have an awesome tomorrow.
Byebye.

June 17, 2010

Introducing myself?; Last day of school

So just the other night or so, a friend told me over skype that for my next post I should introduce myself to you guys, so here I go I guess...

note: Please bare with me here. It's going to be a long post because not only is this a post just to introduce myself but also I'm going to tell you about my day after.

So hmmm. where should I start?...well I'm gay, but I believe most of you guys know that aha. So I think I always kind of knew I was. The first instance that hinted I was gay to myself, now that I look back on it, was when I was like six or seven I saw Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, and I remember I had a crush on one of the characters. I think it was Oliver Wood. I don't really like him anymore, but yeah...and ever since I guess I kinda knew.
I never really had a hard time accepting I liked men, but I had a hard time figuring out how to go out as identifying myself. I used to date this one girl, and she was awesome and amazing and I love her like a sister. We dated for a little over a year, until I decided it wouldn't work out. A couple weeks later I came out to her and she's been there always for me. much love.

On to today
So today was my lasy day of school, and we only had to go to our odd classes today because of finals schedual. so periods 1, 3, and 5. I got to sleep in since I didn't have zero period today, which made me mucho happy aha. Anyways, today I started of with first period which is jazz band, and all we did was chill since we can't really have a final in that class. Then in third, APhuman geography, we watched Batman Begins since we have already taken our AP test like a month back. And then finally I had 5th, which was geomerty. We actually had texts in that class ahaha. :P School is over and now on to summer yippie! downside is starting Tuesday I have summer school xP. It's for a class I'm required to take, but didn't have enough room for aha. Academic Studies/Career Planning. What a load of bs. aha. I would have more to say, but it's only half way through the day. I'll probably start posting later at night so that I have more to type up aha.
Okay until next time :]
Byebye.


June 16, 2010

Starting a Blog - post numero uno

Hello there blog readers. I'm starting this post as a way to just write down and share my life with all you guys. Also since summer break is coming up I decided this would be a good way to kill some time. I'm not looking to have a bunch of people follow me or anything, this blog is just here aha.

Anyways, on to today.
So today I went to my second to last day of school. Which means finals! :D oh joy ahaha...not really, but they weren't to bad. I normally have what it called zero period, which is a class before first at 6:45 am, which what I went to today. I normally get out at 2:45, but since it was finals we only had 0, 2nd, 4th, and 6th today so i got out at 12:30, which was super cool because I get to sleep (I tend to lack sleep). In zero, which is my band class, we recorded music for next year for the incoming freshmen to practice to. In second (Language Arts/English) we presented our class reflection finals project. I wrote a song, and made a video. I'll post it on youtube, and a link for it if i ever decide to post it aha. In fourth we had to do a presentation of our finals project on an animal. In sixth, which is my foreign language (Japanese), since we took our final before today, we watched a movie in Japanese. It was about a little girl, and her dog during an earthquake. It was so sad. I almost cried. Then school ended, and I went home, and slept. After I woke up, I made a hot dog and this blog (concurrently). I tend to multi-task alot, so most likely when I'm typing up a blog post I will also be doing something else aha. Now I'm typing this blog aha, and I will probably go do something else with this blog or something. I probably post one of these about daily or so.

Byebye.
Stay chill.