Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Uhhh...who was this person...I'll just think of a person that gave me a pinky promise.


Dear Caitlin,

Hi. We need to hang out more. I love you, you silly goose. you're so fun to be around. Thought your intolerance and constant blah can sometimes get on my nerves, I wouldn't want you gone. We are cool people. We should do something. effective immediately. mostly because I am really really bored. I kinda just feel like typing random things...awhifuakbhwsdguhanhefskuhfsnwdkah. thats a new word I made up for you in your honor. ahaha. that and zerbergloobermiyan. yup yup. cool kids indeed. I'll see you soon hopefully.

Hey. Temporarily back to notifiy.

Well if you have read my last post I decided to take a break from blogging for a while. Nothing is really up, I just didn't feel like typing the same old boring thing over and over again. I mean I'll still blog, but probably not everyday unless my life becomes remotely more interesting. All I do since it's summer break and I can't really leave the house a significant distance is watch tv, eat, and sleep so...I'll just update you guys on fun days. And I'll finish up the challenge post day per on those days I do blog. like today for instance.

Until later.
Byebye.

Won't be on for a while. Taking a break.

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

So I've been gone the last couple of days. and I've missed like two days. I decided I'm just going to pick up from where I started and continue from there on. no need to catch up. its not like it has a impending due date. ahaha.


Dear....ummm,

I tend to avoid this drama filled like stuff because I greatly dislike frustration, and stress. Also the person that was currently going throught the worst times I know just resolved them, so...I dont have really anyone to write this to...I'm sorry to those I know that are going through pretty bad times right now, but I'm probably just not close enough to you to single you out as one going through the worst times, so...yeah.

Sorry Sorry Sorry

Sorry you guys. I havent really gotten into blogging these past couple of days ahaha. I apologize. Well I decided to write about today and then two short summaries of what happened on the days I have gone.

Today

So today I woke up and headed to my friends house. We just kind of chilled pretty much the whole day. We played Wii a little, and some other misc. things, like taking many many pictures and random crap like that. We had carnitas for lunch. yummy. and we talked and pretty much chilled until about 6pm, I had to leave and go to the market with my grandma. She needed to go get some rice, while I went to get some fastfood dinner. ahaha. I really didn't do much of anything today...

Day Before Yesterday

Well the day before yesterday. I kind of just chilled, and talked on skype and watched tv all day until about 7. My cousins came over and we had an awesome time. My cousins are great. We played House of the Dead 2&3 on Wii, and shot zombies. Yippie. ahahaha. :D and we played Mario Party 8, which was pretty fun. They left at 11pm. I hope I get to hang out with them soon again. :] I dont get to see them to often anymore.

Yesterday

Yesterday I pretty much spent the whole day with my dad sister and stepmom. We went to lunch at the Osaka Buffet. yummy. and then I went to get a haircut down in Westminster. Now my hair is kinda short, but I like it. Ahaha. After we went grocery shopping and then home to cook a post-grocery shopping meal. Post-grocery shopping meals are usually the best/strangest/various. There was sea snails....prawns, and other misc. things. ahaha. After I went to sleep because I was so tired.

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Wow! I don't really have a favorite memory because they are just so many but I know the people who gave me my best memories.


Dear Friends&Family,

I love you guys. I can't possible choose a favorite memory ever because you guys just make so many great memories day by day. Eventhough at times we have had our struggle. :P I only hope you guys will make more great memories to come. I hope I leave you guys with fond memories too. On to better days, and more memories, right? Yes! of Cousre.

I have reason to believe my life is slowly being eaten my technology...

So I woke up around 7ishh today. I was going to go to Knott's berry farm, an amusement park, with my friend, but I didn't end up going because she had other plans that came up and I didnt have a ride. It was Filipino Day there, so I was going to pretend to be a Filipino to get in. Ahaha. Fail! Actually all I did when I woke up was eat and then go back to sleep. Ahaha. I slept until about 12:30, when I went on the computer and upload photos on facebook, and did other random stuff, like watch youtube videos. I eventually got off only to be rolling on the floor and talking on skype to my friends. It was pretty cool. Then I ate a Marie Calendar frozen meal. It was pretty good...for a frozen meal. I watched tv. and played with my iPod. and the talked on the phone. and skype again...and yeah now I'm on the computer typing up my technology filled life. I feel like I live in a box...

Let my life actually be a life.

Byebye.

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Since I'm to lazy to write another post to the same person for the third time, and im to fucking irritable and pissed right now to do a post. please refer back to one of these for my letter since it is directed to the person I am going to write about today anyways.

http://erikholycow.blogspot.com/2010/07/day-13-someone-you-wish-could-forgive.html


http://erikholycow.blogspot.com/2010/06/day-1-your-bestfriend.html

A day at with the friends

So I woke up and got ready to chill with my bestfriend and others at her house. I showered and all the hygene stuff and got there at around 10:30, which is just me. I got there and we just chilled. killed time I was the only one for quite a while, well excluding my bestfriend. duh. We pretty much played deaf kareoke, and danced until we got tired. Which deaf kareoke is when you take your earphones and turn them up so you cant hear yourself and sing. It makes you look ridiculous but oh well. Around 1pm my other friends showed up and we began to watch He's Just Not That Into You until we blew out the power ahhahaha. fail. so we just went downstairs and chilled and stuff. I was the first one to leave at around 6, and I got a fat burrito on the way home. yum. :D When I got home I pretty much just died of boredom. I didn't really do anything. I watched Glee, and Pokemon. dork alert. xP ahah. Then after about 3 hours since I turned on the A/C, I was wondering why it wasn't cooling off. Turns out is was bust. fml. I finally just got it to work pretty much right now. :P Well thats where I am right now.

Let the weather be so much nicer tomorrow!

Byebye.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Wow...


Dear non-existant person,

I already pretty much give anyone I wish to a second chance already, so...yeah. you dont really exist. So this letter is kind of pointless. byebye.

Hello phone. I think you will be my new best friend.

Well I woke up today and I went on skype to chat a bit until about 2pm I had my music lessons. it was really hot today. 100 fucking degrees! HOT! I got home and I still chatted on the phone for a while. Then one of my friends came over. he live like 5 minutes away on foot. We played House of the Dead 2&3 on my Wii, which I barely ever touch. We shot dead zombies. :] Then Super Mario Galaxy. Yay. We after went to his house where we chilled with his sister, and played Super Smash Bros. Brawl. I haven't played so many video games in like ever. I eventually got home at 7:25 ish, and my dad was there. he told me I got unlimited txt. yes! And I have been pretty much txting and chatting with people online since. Wow. today seemed more eventful when I was doing it...yeah.

Gonna have fun tomorrow.

Byebye.

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Hmmm...


Dear many many people,

I'm so superficial, it hurts. I;m sorry. I should probably give you guys a chance, but I wont. You guys are probably better that I perceive. I just find you guys annoying and never talk to you guys again, or even acknowledge your existance. yeah...

Happy Bastille Day 2010!

Okay I literally have no thoughts going through my head, thats how brain-numbed I am. I blame the heat. Well today is Bastille Day, also known as La Fête Nationale or le quatorze juillet. I hope everyone had a great day because I literally am bored out of my mind. Actually I'm so bored, I am no longer functioning properly. I woke up today, at 9, not knowing I had a denist appointment at 10:30 until I was alreted by my grandma. We got there a little late but oh well. It was just an ordinary cleaning and check-up. After we went to Yoshinoya to pick up some Japanese fast-food. I got a beef and chicken plate. I should just got a chicken bowl because I didnt really like the beef. I also got some sushi from there because apparently they sell sushi now, so I thought I'd give it a shot. It was okay, but there was to little. I also realized how much I hate wasabi. It's just gross. but for some reason I happen to love ginger. I dont know why but I could probably eat like a bowl of that stuff. I'm strange. Well we got home and I pretty much just vegetated all day. I slept for a while too. I didnt really even do anything. I just sat there on the couch. the tv wasnt even on. I eventually turned it on and I watched like one episode of like Degrassi. Lucas is really hot. why am I attracted to that bad boy? why? ahaha. Anyways. I played some piano, and yeah...I kind of just sat around until now. I had some surry for dinner, but I was still hungry so I ate some Chef Boyardee. For the longest time I was wondering what a beefaroni was. It was strange.

Let's hope tomorrow will hold some seemingly exciting events.

Byebye.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

I dont believe I genuinely ever had my heart broken...so this will be interesting.


Dear person I never wish to meet,

Hey. I wish I never have to have you break my heart, though I kinda wish to meet you...yeah. ahaha. its hard to write to someone I've never met.

What a strange day.

Well I don't remember when I woke up today, but whatever. Nothing special happened today annyways. I woke up and did some normal morning things. I ate some lunch that my grandmother bought from a resteraunt of some sort. I just ended up falling asleep again though at like 1:30. I woke up about 2:30 because the house got fucking hot! It was like on fire. I think California's weather is becoming super schitzo recently. Well I went downstairs and my grandmother was eating and out of nowhere she started talking about my sexuality. She already knows but she just started asking questions like, when did you know? so you dont feel youd be happy with a girl? and random stuf like that. then out of almost nowhere she said, "well when you were younger you never like girly things and always played with toy cars." It was like a wtf moment. It was strange. I just responded, "well I am a boy." ahahaha. I didn't really know what to say, I guess. Well the convo ended and I washed the dishes (my least favorite chore), and took out the trash. I then went upstairs and watched tv and tried to kill as much time as possible because I was getting bored. I was chatting on Facebook and then playing piano and crap. and now I'm typing this all up.

Somedays are just weird.

Byebye.

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Well this is weird...


Dear Yoni,

You're a pretty cool guy. I like you...like in a friend way. You actually dont pester me at all, though you happen to drive my bestfriend's mind crazy. eventhough she likes you too. but by driving my bestfriend insane, it kinda gets to me because we are just so close ahaha. But overall I really do like you. you are quite a cool guy. You're fun. we should chill soon.

What a great day.

So I woke up with the intention of going to my friends house to chill at god knows when I woke up. it felt like it was so long ago ahaha. I was gonna go to my friends house to chill because my dad was going back to his house and my grandparents were going to San Diego, so the house was going to be empty all day and I didnt want to be alone. I was txting Luciano...pretty much all day. and I had a Chef Boyardee portable thing-ah-muh-bobbers for breakfast, and played some piano. Then I left for my bestfriends at like 10:30am. I ended up staying there for 12 hours, and my grandparents are still not home :\. Well I got at my friends and we had the funnest time. I love her. She is great. Truely. We sang and danced around her house and other misc. things, until about 3 & 3:30pm two of my other friends showed up and we had some great fun. First we went to the pool, though me and the only other guy in the group today didnt really swim...well I was pushed in, but I got out soon after. I chatted with him. It was cool. Then we went back to my bestfriend's house and we sat around and had a pillow fight...I know, we are intense. We then watch Friends. One of the shows I watch like religiously ahahaha. After we went to the park at like 7 and just chilled. mondo fun. We had pizza there for dinner/picnic and we chilled&chit chatted there until pretty much 10. And I left for home bout 10:30. Though when I got home I realized I left my keys at my friends house so I had to call my uncle to unlock the house by coming from his house. I had to wait for a while. I honestly can say that my frontyard at night genuinly freaks me out a bit. ahaha. But I had alot of fun today. Gawd I love my friends so much. What a great day of summer. I loved today.

Let all days be this fun.

Byebye.

Third post to make up for my incredibly short challenge post.

Stole from a friend. Well I asked for permission so...I guess it doesnt really count.


Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: rk
Your favorite number : 12, and 21...formerly 24, but not 42
What color do you wear most : Black, white, blue
Least favorite color : orange, yellow, some shades of brown
What are you listening to : the tv that my dad is watching pretty much behind me
Are you happy with your life right now : Yup, there are always wants but pretty much happy
Whats your favorite class : I’m not currently in school, but AP HuG (human geography)
When do you start back at school/college : September
Are you outgoing: If you know me enough
Favorite pair of shoes : My friends
Can you dance : Wanna find out :D ahaha.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth : Nope
Can you whistle : Yes.
Write with both hands : Nope. not at all.
Cross your eyes : Idk, never had to figure it out
Walk with your toes curled : Mhmm
Do you believe there is life on other planets : No answer
Do you believe in miracles : Yes, child birth.
Do you believe in magic : most definitely :]
Love at first sight: Romantic love? not so much. Any other kind of love? yes, when you first so your child.
Do you believe in Satan : Nope, not really.
Do you believe in Santa : I only wish...
Do you know how to swim: yes of course
Do you like roller coasters : At times...some I'm kinda freaked by.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows : Mhmm. stomach and appetite of cast iron
Have you ever been on a plane : Many, hate airsickness.
Have you ever been to the ocean : Southern California...so yes.
Have you ever painted your nails : Nope. Dont plan to.
What is the temperature outside : Idk
What radio station do you listen to : my iPod :D
What was the last restaurant you ate at: McDonalds...if that counts
What was the last thing you bought : Shirt, and other clothes.
What was the last thing on TV you watched : The world cup...kinda.

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you texted: Caitlin. I was telling her I was outta txt
Who was the last person you took a picture of : uhhh myself. I'm conceited.
Who was the last person you said I love you to : My lil sister, I think.

CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out : yeah, but I wasnt balling. just emotional. kind of a dry cry.
Ever cried yourself to sleep : Nope. Not really. I can't sleep sad.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder : Uhhh...maybe?
Ever cried over the opposite sex : Uhhh not romantically or sexually
Do you cry when you get an injury: nope. well I havent really been injured that bad so...idk
Do certain songs make you cry : they make me think of crying

HAPPY SECTION
Are you a happy person: most definitely

LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color: dark dark brown, pretty much black.


CURRENTLY WEARING
What shirt are you wearing : Black tank top
Pants : black pajama shorts.
Shoes: none.
Necklaces : not wearing one.
Underwear : black boxer briefs shorts things.

IN A BOY/GIRL
Favorite eye color : Gray or Blue.
Short or long hair : short or medium.
Height : Any as long as they aren't like midgets
or giants

HAVE YOU EVER
Been in jail : no. I'm a good boy :D ahaha.
Mooned someone : I dont think so.
Laughed so hard, you cried : AHAHA YES!!!
Cried in school : Allergies suck!
Thrown up in a store : I dont believe so.
Wanted to be a model: never.
Seen a dead body : at funerals. and tv. and the internet. they gross me out.
Been on drugs : prescribed drugs :]
Gone skinny dipping : Nope

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King : McDonalds
Single or Group Dates : Single
Chocolate or Vanilla : Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries : Blueberries.
Meat or Veggies : Both.
TV or Movie : Could never choose.
Guitar or Drums : Guitar. for sure.
Adidas or Nike: Nike

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Uhhh...


Dear Shane Kippel,

You're hot. and I actually more just want you...yeah. :D I know this is short, but whatever.

50th post!

So today I woke up with the intention of hanging out with my friend, Christine...why are all the friends I hang out with girls? Anyways, but I didn't because my parents dragged me everywhere, and I didn't get a chance to chill so...yeah. Well today I ended up going to Costco. Yay free samples! Yum :D! Well then I ended up going home for a, while to at lunch and then went to look at chickens at the Santa Ana fishing lakes? I know weird. Then we went to T.J. Max and I bought shorts, and the tightest pair of jeans I have ever owned. Like holy fuck, were these painted on? Then we went to The Village, a mall in Orange. I bought a purple shirt that says "When the world fails, music will speak" from AnchorBlue. It's pretty cool. Then we went home and actually had a family sit down meal...I'm always the first one to finish ahaha. Then I went upstairs to talk with my friend on the phone, until they took a shower. and now I'm updating you guys...well my parents are spending the night again. and I might talk on the phone later tonight. and maybe chilling with a friend tomorrow, but I'm not sure...yeah.

Well let's hope all plans are go tomorrow.

Byebye.

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Jason,

I knew you for like 2 years in like kindergarten until halfway through 2nd grade. Then I moved and I haven't seen you since. You were I believe like the first remotely even Asian friend at school, and for a while my bestfriend. I havent seen you in like 8 years. I finally had some contact with you when you requested to be my friend on Facebook last year. It would be cool to meet up again, yeah? okay well I really don't know what to say since I haven't really chatted with you in like forever. Byebye.

I pretty much just slept all day...wtf

So first of all I had realized how many mistakes I made on the last post, like it's spelled Despicable Me and not Dispicable Me. Also that it was a Dreamworks production, not Pixar. but oh well. I love both. Well now that I got that cleared up...on to my day. Well I pretty much slept all day ahaha. I'm so lame. Well I woke up at 7:06 think, only to eat breakfast and then fall back sleep at 10:15...then I woke up at 1:30...I watchedn some tv. ate lunch. check mail and put up some facebook picture. and other social networking related things. Then a chit chatted with my best friend on the phone, until she went to a party at like 6. I fell back asleep after the call. Then I actually just woke up at like 8:40. Now I just finished dinner, typing this up, getting distracted by many conversations over skype and gmail. Well my dad is supposed to come over and sleep here tonight, but no sign so far...oh well.

Let's up for a more eventful tomorrow.

Byebye.

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Well, who to write this on to?


Dear Anne,

You are the only first cousin that I have on my mom's side, and also the only older one than me on both sides. You live in Canada, so I don't really get to see you. It would be totally tight to chill with you again like we did in those old days we did as like kids. I know you are always traveling since you are a dance, but visit Cali some time, yeah? Not only are you all those things I said earlier, but you are also closest by age, since you are only one year older than I am. Everyone else is like 12&13 years younger. I hope you are doing well. Try to keep in contact, yeah? Stay super cuz.

Dispicable summer school ends

Today was my last day of summer school! yay! I woke up to take a shower and get ready as usual. I we finished The Castaway, then we took a test on our last unit of the class. After, we finished up our presentations we had started yesterday. I present the occupation of a CEO. After all the presentations were finished we started a movie, which I don't know the name of because we didn't have to watching it and it was lame. I ended up playing cards and chatting the whole time. After school I went to a friends to chill. We went to her neighborhood park with some other friends and chilled, until it was about 5. Then we headed to the movie theathers to watch Dispicable Me. It was so adorable fun! Ahaha. I loved it. I love Pixar! Ahaha. The we snuck in to see the end of Avatar, mostly to make fun of it, because apparently it is crap, and it was. Then we went to Fatburger and I ordered the triple XXX king burger challenge, which I finished. It was kind hard to continue after I only had meat left, but I finished ahaha. They don't really make a big deal out of it anymore. I didnt even get a certificate like I was supposed to. After we headed back to my friends house. We all chilled and chit chatted. I left at about 10 and got home about 15 mintues later. and here I am...I felt like alot more has happened. oh well.

Have sweet nightmares.

Byebye.

So yet another request...

So apparently my friend (I don't think I have ever really mentioned her before) believes that I should do a post about her, and I thought about it and...well I never really get the chance to hang out with her anymore. I mean she is always busy the days I'm free and the days I just want to rest. Beside I'm more of a chill and relax type of hanging out person, while she is a partier. I mean its okay because thankful somethings fall under both, like movies. I do wish we were closer, but that dosen't mean I don't love her to death. I mean thats why I worry about her to death, and just wish she knew her limitations better sometimes. I fear that her life could spin out of balance sometimes. Its not that I don't trust her, I am just worried. I would love to hang out with her more. Actually I'm supposed to chill with her Sunday at the park and her house. I actually miss the time where we were younger and had that connection still. It was only about a year ago too! I do love her, and for her sake right now, I'm not putting her name. Sometimes I wish I new where the middle school version went. I hope she is better than I worry sometimes. Love!

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Well I guess I'll right to my mommy. mostly because my bestfriend just came back and I kinda already posted about her 3 times...so yeah...


Dear Mom,

I do miss you quite alot. I know it doesn't really seem like it when I talk to you over then phone, but what I supposed to say, right? I was kinda sad that I won't be coming over to visit you guys in Virginia this year. I was really looking forward to it, eventhough if felt like just yesterday I was on the plane back from last year. I don't know when we'll see each other next. I'm just getting busier and busier each year. even in summer...I miss you so much sometimes. my brother too. I try to make you proud as much as possible. I love you and hope to see you soon. Good luck with whatever you need it in.

AP Human Geography score back!

So I woke up this morning at about 6:40 to get ready only to fall back asleep until 7:09...I thought I'd end up late, but it turns out we ended up early again. We finished watching The Renaissance Man, and then we had silent reading. I hope I get to finish my book before class ends...I'm such a slow reader. Well after we finished up our college worksheets and stuff, we started the oral presentations of our projects. Yes, the one I procastinated until just last night, but I didn't present today and was put off until tomorrow ahaha. Well and we started another movie. The unrelated movie today was The Castaway. Something about the main character, Chuck, being he's stranded on an island and rugged is a turn on...not after his hair has grown for like ever but yeah. Well, today I was picked up with the surprize of seeing my little cousin in the backseat car seat. He apparently didn't want to go to school and wanted to go with my grandma today. shame shame. ahaha. lucky kid. We went home and my friend called me asking what my AP Human Geography test score was...so I went to go check the mail. I got a 4! I was quite pleased...I expected like a 3. Well I had music lessons today at 4 and when it ended at 4:30 I had to go find my grandma and cousin at the park across the street from my lesson. Well I got home and had some dinner, though I'm probably going to eat again soon. and I fell asleep at about 6:30 and ust woke up about 45minutes ago. in that time I have signed on to facebook to only see that I had about 12 comments on my facebook status bout my AP test score...spam much? Well then here I am. I'm going to finish my postings tonight and then eat.

Thanks for reading.

Byebye.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

This is a letter to a family.


Dear the Lau Family,

I know you guys literally live like 5 minutes away, and I used to chill with you guys all the time, but I haven't alot recently in the past year. I've known you guys since pretty much my 3rd grade year, and we chilled alot, but I guess it is because I dont get to see you guys at school anymore since you guys are going to different schools. Darn Troy High! you take my friends. I'll probably hang out with you guys this summer anyways though. We always do, but we just aren't as close anymore :'(. I hope we chill more.

Disney, McDonald's, Wal-Mart, and slowly the world

So today it took about three times for my grandpa to actually get me to get out of my bed. I actually ended up arriving at school early...it was quite cool :P, but at least I was wearing an undershirt. In class today, we didn't have silent reading because we had to finish watching The Rookie. Then we did a bunch of listen and fill in the blank sheets on college. Listen and fill in worksheets are the absolute worse. After we started a pretty good movie called The Renaissance Man with DeVito in it. We need to finish it though. When I got home though I had to start my oral project with a visual aid, which I got a week ago but horrendously procrastinated until today...it's due tomorrow...I should get better work ethic. Anyways, my friend Kat said she'd help me with it, but her mother wouldn't let her come over today so I had to attempt to do it on my own. Well while doing my project I got really distracted by Skype and youtube. I eventually finished and it was super cold. BRRRR!! it's weird because it's summer. Anyways after that I Skype chatted with Rob for a while. and now I am Skype-ing with Alexa and Xander. Oh and I'm chatting with Luciano too. He's finally coming back to Cali. :] Well I'm tired.

Sleep well everyone.

Byebye.

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Damn...I don't know who to write to...


Dear you know who you are,

I don't believe there are so many thing that I need you to forgive me in, but I need to know that no matter what I do, that as long as I'm doing it for a good reason, you can forgive me. There is a point in the our friendship that I believe that I love you, not in a romantic way, but in a way I couldn't anyone else. I'd forgive you for anything out of love. I will always forgive you...doesn't mean I'll be happy, or be okay with whatever it was, but I'd forgive you. I know they mean my who I wish could forgive me as of now, but I don't care for those people because if they can't forgive me...then they aren't worth seeking forgiveness. You on the otherhand I need to know that you could forgive me for my stupidity because I try out of consern and care. I completely bent what this letter was supposed to be about, but what the hell. I needed to get this out here.

And they are back...

So today was a school day, once again. We were doing aptitude test...ugh. My unrelated movie, that we didn't finish, is Disney's The Rookie. We are going to finish it in class. Well when I got picked by my grandma to take me to go to the craft store to buy stuff for my final's project. I hate it. Well after I went to my friends house. She was back from the Virgin Islands, and it was soooo great seeing her again. I have missed her like a sister. It was great, we caught up on each other's lives. I tell her pretty much everything. We chilled and it was cool. Later another one of our friends showed up. It was pretty cool. We chilled and ate enpanadas she and her family made. yum. We watched Tropic Thunder...it was pretty random and kinda sucky. It has like a couple funny moments, but still...we then chilled at the park at night for a while. We finally headed back to her house, and we all just chatted and chilled. It was fun. Now that she's back I call her on the phone alot. She's my human diary, and vice versa. She's going through some hard things right now, which strikes me kinda down to on a personal level with her. I only hope she'll be okay. I just came home at about 10:30 and now its like almost twelve.

Well, time to work on my challenge post.
Byebye.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Well there was never anyone I truely ever hated...and I don't know of anyone I blame for any big pain that I had, but if I have to I guess I have to...


Dear ex-stepdad,

I can never truely ever hate you, but you did cause some big obstacles and bumps in my life that weren't to fun to go through. You and my mom constantly fought, and the enviroment with you there eventually had me move across the whole country from my mom. Even through all this I can never hate you or say that you are the cause of my most painful pains because I wouldn't change it due to the way my life has played out now. I like how my life played out to ever change it, and since you partly indirectly caused that I can never truely hate you and say you are the one to cause me the most pain, but hey I had to write to someone...and you were the closest to that person that came to mind. Well eventhough I don't like you, I do see that now that you are so much better after the divorse...and you are my brother's dad so...yeah.

Ralph's; School tomorrow

So I didn't have school today because it was the day after Independence Day. So I woke up at 10 today. I slept late last night...at like about 4:30 again. Well I woke up with the intention of not really doing anything but rest today. I woke up and watched a little tv. soon after I realized that I was home alone (still am), as my grandparents went to San Diego today. Probably be back really late. Maybe even after I sleep because I want to sleep early because I have school tomorrow. Well I decided today to go to walk to the grocery store today because the fridge was pretty much empty today. I was in a Skype group convo before I left. I was originally planning to leave at 1pm, but I just kept postponing until about 2pm. I was postponing by like 15minutes at a time. I eventually walked to the grocery store. It took about 8-10 minutes, but I spent the longest time there trying to figure out what to buy. I ended up leaving the store with a pre-made salad because I was to lazy to make lunch and I was already late on it. I bought a hunk of meat to grill up, but I realized that our grill was at my dad's house, so I seasoned it and fried it. yum. So when I got home I pretty much ate and watch countless things on tv, while chatting Robert on Skype until he had to go to football. I then just pretty much found random ways to kill time without being productive. I chatted with people, watched youtube, avoided doing my final project or drivers ed online class. ahaha. and now I'm here...yeah boring day.

Well thanks for reading today's short post.
Byebye.

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Well there isn't anyone in my family thats dead I want to talk to...or a celebrity...I think I'll do Jesus, eventhough I'm not religious, there are things I'd like to say to him.


Dear Jesus,

Hey did you know you started a whole religion? It's called Christianity, though it has sub-catagories and stuff. Well I think you'd be ashamed of your religion as of present day. I mean there are good morals being taught in it's basic foundation, but it has been slighty corrupted to some people and it's sub-catagories. Did you know you have many of your sub-catagories believing I will go to hell just for loving the person I do? Sometimes I do wish to believe you were god, because if you were I would have to worry about this corruption because you would sit around having this hate being put out by your believers, right? I know you would be ashamed of the teachings taught in vain of your name. I know you have good people and good teachings too. I mean I have alot of friends that are Christian, and they are good people. I mean even my boyfriend is. ahaha. I do respect what you tried to do.

Happy Independence Day!

So Happy National Independence Day you guys...well you Americans ahahaha. Well today actually started lasy night because I was up until about 4:30am on Skype and etc. I slept until about 9:08, when I got a text from a friend on how I could go to wake a movie I planned to (Eclipse, even though I don't like the series I was being dragged) that was at 9:40...so I fell back asleep like 40 minutes later. I ended up waking up at about 1pm, which is when my day pretty much started. I was really really hungry when I woke up so I went down to have breakfast? lunch? idk. but it was good. I was watching some recorded television I recorded last night, and early this morning. I watch 45 minutes of the 3 hour movie Les Miserables (not the original musical one), which I plan on finishing it soon, but not now. I then went to get ready to go to my dad's for a 4th of July barbeque...or as the Aussies say it barbie. I took a shower and put on clothes and stuff. When we got to my dad's house finally, I went to go chill with my little sister, which is considerable quieter without my little cousins. Well it wasn't long until my aunt and my lil cousins were there too. ahaha. I was okay with it because I just listened to my iPod, and ate bbq. yum. :] On the way home Luciano was txting me, though I am literally about 12 text away from going over, and I have 7 days left to bare :P. Well when I got home I chatted with him on Skype for a while, though he hasnt replied in a while. :( oh well. I'm going to watch fireworks from my backyard later.

Well now on to the challenge today.
Byebye.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Matthew,

I've known you since like 3rd grade. We used to be like best friends, but I guess thats what happens when you move :(. We should really hang out more, but what can I say...We've had some pretty cool memories. You used to like literally 5-7 minutes away by foot, and now you are like in a whole different county. oh well I guess I could always txt you and visit some time, but its really maticulous and junk. Well I really don't know what to say:\. Well I guess I'll try to hang out and stay in contact more. It's just hard, you know?

Tall Mouse, Big Lots, and the 99 cent store...

So today I think I woke up around...like 9 something, thought I'm not entirely sure. I really didn't do anything today. I was originally planning to go to the park with a couple friends at 1pm, but they could go...so we canceled. I ended up going to Tall Mouse, Big Lots, and the 99 cent store today. I went to Tall Mouse to get crafts, and junk for my final project poster for my summer school class :P. Then I went to Big Lots to see if I could find anything else for my project, and I decided I officially hate Big Lots. It is useless. It has nothing you need, and is so cluttered and unorganized. The place is an OCD's worst nightmare, and it's so dirty! :P It's just gross. I bought some colored construction paper. Then I went to the 99 cent store, which is kind of dirty, but not that bad, and at least it's organized. I bought Toblerone! Yes! and I got some Vienne sauseges, and some lettuce. When I got home I was told that after this week my grandma was going to live with my dad for a while. So meaning I'll be home with my grandpa, which will be like living alone, since he gets home late from work. I'll be grocery shopping and cooking and other household chores :P. Well anyways when I got home I went upstairs to rest, because I had a tiring night the night before. Ahahaha :) Well anyways I was upstairs, when out of nowhere my door open. It was my sister. She is the only one to ever open my door without knocking, and it pisses me off, but oh well she's 4. I figured my dad was here too, so I decided to chill with family downstairs. Later my little cousins showed up. The house got pretty hectic with little children running and screaming around so I went upstairs. I skyped with Robert for a while, until he had dinner. I went back downstairs to chill with the loud family, and add songs to my iPod. We watch Up and Wall-E on Starz. You know when your gay when you cry to Disney movies. The kids and my dad left, and now I'm typing my post.

Have a wonderful July 4th everyone.

(Well for those who are American, ahaha)

Byebye.

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

I'm really debating whether I want to do Luciano, or a celebrity. The reason being is that I'm planning to meet Luciano anyways, so...I think I'll choose a celebrity.


Dear Michael Angarano,

You are amazing, and I have like a celebrity crush on you. I love watching your movies, even if they are the bad ones. I watch them anyways. You are old now. Cut your hair, and shave because it kinda grosses me out. You looked so much better with your head shaved or short hair, then with your hair long or slicked back. None the less, if you did that I'd love to chill with you. We'd have some pretty you times. I loved you in your first major movie Little Secrets as Philp. You were such a cute little boy back then. And you were pretty attractive in the movie Black Irish. Anyways you are awesome, and I love the fact that you are Italino decent, and you live right in LA. I hope you have the chance chill or even meet.

My day starts at 1pm

So I actually woke up at like 9:08 today, which for me is quite late. I'm such a morning person, but I stay up late...so what I'm trying to say is I'm okay with morning and night, but I am like bleh at mid-day. Well...moving on. I didn't have summer school today :D. Yippie! I watched tv today, which consisted with Glee, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Buffy is an amazing show. I ate lunch, and that was instant noodles. Well I chatted with Robert today, and he introduced me to some cool people he was chatting to. They were all really cool. ahaha. They all had blogs, I think. Soon after I went to the pool. I invited my friend Kat, and her little brother, Jet. Kat and I just kinda waded and chatted, while Jet was swimming and stuff. We had funny. haha. It was all pretty cool. I walked them home, since they only like live like a couple houses away. I then went home and then had dinner. Yum. Spaghetti :] Wow I did like nothing today. Well right now I'm chatting with Luciano, and other people on Facebook. I'm listening to my iPod. The song currently playing is I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic!at the Disco. Well I'm probably just going to chat with people tonight and...yeah.

I hope I didn't bore you too much.

Byebye.

Random semi-self pouring Questions

So out of request I went on facebook the other day and asked my friends to ask me a couple questions they think I should answer in my blog, eventhough they will not read it here. They are atrociously random questions. I just though what I think my friends want to know are would be cool things to open up on you guys about. and since I feel bad about those of you guys who can't comment on my facebook, if you put a questions in the comments, I'll answer them :D. Btw don't go looking for my facebook because I probably won't add you. ahaha. anyway here we go....


What's your favorite color? (wow original)
Blue...ummm yeah... :]

What's your favorite stuff animal you own?
Ummm...I'm not really sure if it's considered an animal since it's actually a spirit, but I have a white small Totoro plushie. And I love it. and for those of you that don't know who Totoro is you should go watch My Neighbor Totoro by Miyazaki. Amazing.

What color and type of underwear are you wearing?
umm like really short little boy boxer briefs that are black with white polar bears on them x]. I still fit in 8 year old underwear ahaha. I like the fit.

Who is your celebrity crush?
I have like 3: Gerard Butler, Robert Downey Jr., and Michael Angarano ahaha.

I'm going to tackle two questions with one stone.
What is your favorite quote? If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
"You should love yourself for who you are, and never change yourself because there is no one worth changing for…but obviously if you are a serial killer and you have thoughts about little kids and you’re quite old, then yes you should change yourself because that is quite sick." - Johneepixals7 on youtube

What is a hero in your own word, and what qualifies you to be one?
Those that can reach happiness without the expense of others or give up themselves to create happiness for another without harming others, and this is what makes them happy. These are heroes.


Can you tell me what love is? Not just spousal type relationship kind of love, but like all kinds.
Love is when you truely care for someone. Enough to love them unconditionally, and even when they make a mistake, before they even say sorry you have forgiven them. But don't let my definition taint your. Love is what you believe it is.

Favorite pair of lyrics?
It might not be the right time.
You might not be the right one,
but there's something about us I want to say,
because there's something between us anyway

Most worn article of clothing that is visible to others? And favorite article of clothing? Special reason?
ummmm...my jeans ahaha. I wear them alot. Ummm I don't think I have a particular favorite article of clothing....wait nevermind I have this baby shirt, which no longer fits me since it's like tiny, but it's my favorite because it has my face on it and I have had it since I was three.

What color are your favorite pairs of socks? (why are these all clothing related?)
umm I don't own my favorite pair of sock, but the are rainbow striped. They are my cousins. they go knee high. ahaha. so gay!

What is my favorite type of cheese?
Probalone on sandwiches, bree on cracker, swiss on pretty much anything else.

What is your favorite style of Roman column?
I prefer Greek.

Your favorite superhero power?
umm on superheroes, I like the Superman's abilities, even if I greatly dislike him compared to superboy. ahaha. On me I'd like the Cheshire Cat's abilities ahaha. I love him.

Favorite pizza topping?
Well...ummm. Pineapple, and my perfect pizza would be pineapple, bell pepper, spinach, and spam. though I normally hate spam.

Is there anyone, if you had the chance, go on a date with?
Umm excluding my boyfriend? Probably some celebrity, but I wouldn't want it public and crap. ummm yeah...

Well that was kinda fun. If anyone has questions, feel free to leave them in the comments below.

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend

Well the only few internet friend I have are like Robert, and kinda Sam (which I've never really mentioned her before or at all). So im going to choose Robert. Don't you feel special?


Dear Robert,

Thanks for chatting with me all the time. You also gave me the idea to even start blogging...kinda. You're pretty cool, and it would be cool to actually meet you one day. We have our fair share of internet moments ahaha. You've been pretty cool. I really don't know what to say because I pretty much tell you all this stuff already...well when you get to this challenge, you dont hafta pick me. I'm pretty much limited to two people and Sam doesn't really chat with me much anymore...yeah. But none the less, you are a pretty awesome guy. I enjoy reading your blog and chatting with you. Well anything else I just tell you ahaha.

Remember the....morning

So hello everyone. you guys are probably wondering about my title. well today's un-related class movie was Remember the Titans, and I barely remember what happened in class this morning, thus resulting in my title. Well all I remember was doing self assesments and then watching Remember the Titans, which was a sad, but great movie. And some of the actors were cute. I have a thing for football players ahaha. Well anyways I got picked up from school by my uncles girlfriend today because apparently my grandma thought there was something wrong with her car (eventually mine). The mechanic doesn't think there is, but for some reason she wants to bring it in again...whatever. Well when I got home I chilled for a while, until 4 o'clock sharp I had music lessons. It was cool seeing my teacher again. I haven't seen her for two weeks because she gave my a break for finals and stuff. She's a dyke. ahaha. weird but oh well. When I got home I was pretty much messaging Luciano all the time. Until just about half an hour ago. I was watching tv (Degrassi) while messaging him. He's so sweet. and we are doing quite well. He's out of state for his uncle's wedding right now, so the time difference is probably getting to him ahaha. Have fun hun. After I got on the computer...chatted a little. It was a good day. 4 day weekend! yay! I don't have school until Tuesday! Woopie! Ahahaha.

Have fun tomorrow.
Byebye.